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Loss of Son
| Mon, 07-16-2007 - 4:58pm |
My only child, a 20-year-old son passed away 4th of July. Someone sold him Oxycotin, he fell asleep and never woke up. I went to wake him up on the couch for the 4th of July celebration and he was dead. It has been almost two weeks and I feel numb. All I can do is cry. I feel anger until the police get the two people who sold it to him. I feel anger that he bought something in the first place. He was my life. I hadn't dated in 15 years because all I wanted was to have him get his life together. He was gorgeous, sweet, loved his Mom and now I feel like there is nothing left. My name is Susie. I live in Allen, Texas and am 55 years old in a few days. He didn't do it on purpose. He graduated 5 weeks ago and I buried him in his graduation gown. I guess I am rambling but I look forward to getting and giving support here. Thank you. Susie

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Susie and all others who posted here about losing a child,
I just wanted to tell you all how amazing I think you all are. I've lost several of the closest people in my life but I cannot imagine how hard it would be to lose a child. I know we all get through because we have to and we find that inner strength to go forward but I admire how brave and strong you are and just wanted to let you know that.
I'm very sorry for all of your losses.
Julie
I haven't posted for quite a while and wanted to talk about what's been going on.
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I really love how you celebrated his life on his birthday. That is inspiring.
Susie,
It is so nice to hear from you. I have been wondering how you were doing. I know Halloween was a hard time for me too. Kevin's favorite time of the year.
Deborah,
I just recently heard about the December 9th candle lighting which is Jordan's Dad's birthday as well.
Oh Susie
(((((Susie)))))
My deepest condolences on the loss of your dear son, Jordan. What a wonderful tribute to him by celebrating his life on his birthday. May the good memories of Jordan help you through your sadness and grief.
Wow Lelia,
I like the way you think. What a comforting thought no death just from one place to another.
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