Loss of Son

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Registered: 08-17-2005
Loss of Son
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Mon, 07-16-2007 - 4:58pm
My only child, a 20-year-old son passed away 4th of July. Someone sold him Oxycotin, he fell asleep and never woke up. I went to wake him up on the couch for the 4th of July celebration and he was dead. It has been almost two weeks and I feel numb. All I can do is cry. I feel anger until the police get the two people who sold it to him. I feel anger that he bought something in the first place. He was my life. I hadn't dated in 15 years because all I wanted was to have him get his life together. He was gorgeous, sweet, loved his Mom and now I feel like there is nothing left. My name is Susie. I live in Allen, Texas and am 55 years old in a few days. He didn't do it on purpose. He graduated 5 weeks ago and I buried him in his graduation gown. I guess I am rambling but I look forward to getting and giving support here. Thank you. Susie

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Registered: 03-01-2004
In reply to: suzeeh1952
Sat, 11-17-2007 - 8:16pm

I'm in Boothbay Harbor.

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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: suzeeh1952
Sun, 11-18-2007 - 5:50am

Hi Angie,

For starters try " many lives, many masters" by Brian weiss. Michael newton's books " destiny of the soul and journey of the soul" leila

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Registered: 12-16-2006
In reply to: suzeeh1952
Thu, 11-29-2007 - 10:24am

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Registered: 12-03-2007
In reply to: suzeeh1952
Mon, 12-03-2007 - 10:59am

I am new to this site but I was looking somewhere for help. My son died in March of this year and I still cant


talk about it to anyone, the pain is so intense he was my only son,(

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Registered: 09-11-2004
In reply to: suzeeh1952
Mon, 12-03-2007 - 11:29am

Welcome to our board. I am so sorry for your loss!


We are a warm community, and I see that you have read Deborah's last post. She, most definitely, does understand your loss.


Please let us know more about your son and yourself in a post where we can greet you properly.


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