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THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT
| Fri, 07-27-2007 - 11:12am |
I just want to say thank you so much for your prayers and condonlences. I have good and bad days. There's days I just dont want to get up but I have to for my 2yr old and 11yr old boys. Last night was pretty rough for me because I went to my husband closet and saw all his clothes and just hit me that he is not going to wear them anymore. I closed the closet and started to cry. The house has so many reminders of him that it is so overwhelming. But today I got up and went for a walk with my kids. I felt a little bit better. I just want to pain to go away. It hurts so bad. I want to be normal again.
Thank you for listening.
Maria

I am glad to hear you are having some good days! It is hard to keep going on each and every day and I know I get out of bed somedays just for my kids!
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Maria
I am glad you are finding support here. I noticed your last sentence, that you wanted life to be normal again. You will find your new normal, but it will take a while. We are here for you.
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Maria,
I can remember the pain that you are talking about. I too went to my son's closet and would stand there and cry what seemed like an eternity. I wanted to be normal again too. I even would put on his shirts and wear them as if it would change things. I wish I could turn back the clock and Kevin would still be here. I am sorry you are hurting so badly.
I just wanted you to know that someone does understand the pain you are feeling. You are in my prayers.
Deborah