My Husband Committed Suicide
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|Wed, 04-16-2008 - 11:07pm|
I lost my husband a week and a half ago to suicide. We were happy and our life seemed to be getting better and better, then after minor bickering he went into another room, yelled out I love you, and then I heard the gun. You can only imagine the pain I suffered when I ran down there and found him. Seeing him that way was more than anyone should have to bear and those pictures keep flooding back into my mind.
My husband was not the type anyone would have ever thought would do such a thing. Even I never thought he would do something like that. Being as such not only have I endured the heart wrenching pain of losing him, but his family is trying to claim that I shot him and spreading this vicious rumor around to anyone that they can. The way they acted at the funeral was ruthless and unforgivable.
I am hurting so badly right now and then not having the support of so called family and friends have made it worse. I keep wondering how I will make it through each day as each day is agony for me.
I keep trying to lean on the Lord to find comfort, but my life is so in a shambles right now and I can't stop the tears from constantly flowing.
I am hoping to hear how others have coped in situations like this.