It's baaack!

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-19-2004
It's baaack!
Wed, 10-06-2004 - 10:35am
Well, my symptoms are creeping back!! I've been off the meds for a few days now and I can tell things are getting crazy again. I played volleyball last night and I was like lightning, which I can't was a bad thing! :-) But I was extremely shakey, couldn't be still for even a second, I am moving in high speed. My husband thought I had somewhere to go when I was serving dinner b/c I was "rushing". But it's just me! My friend thought it was funny to see me moving so quick! I noticed I am very aggressive again. Threw a few things at my husband last night, just playing around but I would never have done that before, at least not try and throw 3 different things at him consecutively!!

All I want to do is talk. Talk loud, talk fast, talk a lot, move around...I am starting to get conflictual. It sucks.

I dont know what to do. My docs office hasn't called me yet to let me know if I got an appt with the surgeon or what. That was monday morning. I know it's only wed, but I feel like they just don't care enough to do anything for me. I am trying to be patient but I feel like I am in a downward spiral. I thought about switching docs, but who knows if it'll be any better. At least I know what I am dealing with here.

I guess thats it. Thanks for listening!

April