Thanks-"Butt-heads".....
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Thanks-"Butt-heads".....
| Thu, 06-26-2003 - 7:09pm |
I am being a "butt-head" for whining about those nasty butts.I know I am NOT a failure..but I really think at this point in my life that I am NOT very strong..dealing with work, my moms situation (I just got back from the nursing home) and the kids being out of school. I have got to lighten up tho--NOT light up!!! HEY HUGS and GOLLY!! I just made that up!! Lighen up- don't light up!!!YAY!!!But it is an ODAT battle for me--and if I screw up--hell!! Ill just will keep on trying. I love you all!!! Mel


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**You're right you're not a failure, not a good time .. However you also know there is never a good time .. So for right now this minute .. No smoking No buying them either!
>>Ill just will keep on trying.
**Yep .. keep doing it until you get it all right And you will of course
>>Lighen up- don't light up
** Very good
Love you too hon :)
~Hugs~
"Lighten up, not light up"! Good and true one Mel. :)
Never quit quitting-it will happen! :)
~Golly~
Just take it a day at a time!!
Melanie
Good for you girl! We're here for you always!! ;o)
Much love,
~DJ~
"Mel on Wheels"
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Later that night, a few hours after I got home, I realized I had forgotten to call and get her order. Her husband answered and said I had the wrong number. I KNEW it was him, and, WOW. I thought she must have collapsed into his arms and told him of this heathen woman whom had upset her so badly, and that he was being the strong Latino father and protecting his own.
Turns out I have a private number and it doesn't show on caller ID so he thought it was a telemarketer. I had also called around 9:30, which is very late for them. To tell you the truth, I have messed with telemarketers myself. And I used to BE a telemarketer.
Anyway, THEN I found out that her children (twins, like mine, and the same age) had been called home "urgently" -- also a misnomer -- while I was gone, never mind that my guys are not allowed to have friends over when I'm not there. I figured the father must have come home, soothed his almost comatose wife, and immediately called his own away from this sacreligious place, never to allow the children to return.
It took me an hour to enter 2 orders in to the puter, because I could not stop thinking about this horrible thing I had done. The next day I prayed and gathered my courage, after writing this letter to her, and went over. I thought, I have to try. I also thought that if I were to be rejected I would immediately put into action my very insidious plans for revenge.
Turns out I will probably never be able to spray plant killer on her tomatoes, or sling mud on their gray mini-van.
OK I have not read your crash and burn post but I will try to learn more. For me, I did not follow through on my plan to get with a support group here in my town. SOOOO I'm taking a good look at that. I need to get myself better back up.
Talk to you soon. Hang in!
Love,
Yogi
Oh my Yogi,
>>I was afraid to admit I "failed" again
**You don't really fail hon as long as you keep trying .. Which I know you will, are ..
Sometimes things just have that way of working themselves out after we have let our imaginations run wild.. and for the better as you and your new friends now see..
So glad things worked out .. like I had any doubt
Hope your weekend is a good one :)
~Hugs~
"Mel on Wheels"
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"Mel on Wheels"
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