I'm about to slip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm about to slip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
| Mon, 08-11-2003 - 1:19pm |
I have had the worst start today. It's been over a week since I last lit up and stress was my big craving trigger. This morning at work everything that could have gone wrong has. Joe's home, but we talked and decided that it would be better for me if I stay near where I work during the week until we move because driving every day has been adding to my exhaustion. So I spent exactly one night with him and moved a bunch of my stuff this morning which caused me to have a mini-meltdown. I'm so sad when I'm away from him for more than a couple of days. I'll miss him during the week, but this is best. We move to Florida at the end of September. I CAN'T TAKE THIS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A @#$%ing SMOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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**That away Mary! You are doing it hon. It's just not worth it. I'm so proud of you!
~Golly
>>He is chasing us, but we can run faster.
**You got it Mel. So glad you're feeling stronger!
~Golly
**Hey Mary ..
You're one tough cookie
Keep up the good work hon :)
~Hugs~
**Run, run fast as you can .. you can't catch me
~Hugs~
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