My puter's been lonely

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Registered: 10-16-2002
My puter's been lonely
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Mon, 10-06-2003 - 1:01am
Hello everybody,

Hi Hilary, glad you're back!

About the only exercise my puter's had the last week has been getting its power button pushed on and off. Some for work but otherwise, good intentions have been the rule.

So I hope everybody is keeping on. I'm going through another adolescent struggle, not my own though (I'm waiting my turn), it's my son's; however, as of right now, everything is under control.

I've found myself a bit more depressed the last days as I let things get to me, but especially the ones with my son, the "quiet, good" one. He is doing better, and he needed a big foot put down in front of him, which I finally got to tonight, after speaking with counselors on the phone 3 times today, one time for him, then one for me, then one for both of us! I'm sure glad we have that service, otherwise we'd all be, I don't know where.

I've experienced a lot of strange things in my life so far, but this was a true case of 'the walls closing in.' It felt just like that! I felt so awesomely and completely alone, but in a stuck sort of way, I couldn't back up, go forward, or turn: I couldn't lose it myself, I couldn't go back in the same situation, I had no way TO turn, like I was in a box. However! Never fear, the idea for the call came, and here we are safe and sound tonight.

I wanted to say how much I appreciate you all being here. Just a little too much going on lately to be here like I would prefer.

I hope everybody had a good weekend!

Love,

Yogi

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Registered: 04-04-2002
Mon, 10-06-2003 - 2:27am


**You said "I couldn't lose it myself". I am so glad you had someone to call, some place to turn, and for that matter had the courage and confidence to do so. Yogi, my heart is beating out of my chest. You deal with so much. You are truely remarkable. Hilary

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Mon, 10-06-2003 - 6:17am
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Registered: 03-19-2003
Mon, 10-06-2003 - 9:30am

Oh Yogi,


>>everything is under control
the idea for the call came, and here we are safe and sound tonight.

**I'm so thankful that you had someone to call and turn to and did!