I am alone,
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I am alone,
| Tue, 08-31-2004 - 11:37pm |
A few hours ago,my children left to live with my ex and his gf. I move into a new townhouse in the morning( late afternoon) and I start school in 20 short days. The pain I felt as an abused child and young adult is not even in the same ball-park as to how I am feeling tonight. Their rooms are empty, their fav books and tid-bits to make a room "home' is no longer under my roof.I must make my new home without them. No, I take that back, it will never be home, but just a mere building.

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I will be thinking of you and hoping that one day you will adjust to all of this. I just want you to know that I am hearing your pain, I just do not have any experience to know what to say.
I will leave you with a great big (((((hug))))).
Take care of yourself,
Laurie
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http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
Huge hugs are coming at you hunny. I know how alone feels, but you know ... you aren't. You have friends that love you, I know that doesn't compare to the kids, but we are right here for you. I know these beautiful ladies have been here a lot for me, there is more love here than anyplace else I have gone .
(((((((((((((( Peaceful hugs & love )))))))))))
Sandr
I know it hurts Sandy but you are still their mom, you will always be their mom, and they know that.
Little by little you will find a way to make your new house a home.
CL-Nursepam2000 aka
(((((((((((((Sandy))))))))))))))
I know that it has got to be very difficult right now and I really can't even imagine how tough it must be for you. I'm sending lots of good wishes and positive thoughts your way.
(((((((((Big Hugs))))))))))
~C
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Hi Sandralea,
Thanks for your kind words of support for my baby, dear Cat! I have to admit it was kinda odd reading this thread and not seeing us mentioned as a couple--lol--although I KNOW that this is about HER loss right now and HER pain which it needs to be. It's just that when she writes, she usually mentions me and vice versa. Not seeing us "coupled" throughout the thread was oddly unsettling. Don't get me wrong--I DO realize we are individuals first and we bring that individuality into our relationship and that is what makes it special---but I actually found myself missing the "us" part of the message she wrote! LOL! It's still there though!
I just did not even know how to comfort her but felt so sad for what she is going through.
I know that it affects you very much as well from reading your posts. I hope you won't feel as if my not mentioning you in my post meant that I did not think of you as partners.
Hugs,
Laurie
My web pages
http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
Sandr
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