Sandy, We are all thinking about you, worrying, and praying for you. I know you are going through a rough time, but everyone here cares about you, especially Lori, so please please contact someone so we all know you are ok. Hugs, Sandra
I too am such a worry wort that I would be freaking out myself if TiNG and I ever when that long without contact anymore. So I totally understand where you are coming from. I KNOW how hard it is to be soo far away!
Sending many many HUGS of support that all is well!
SHE IS ALIVE--but unfortunately, not well!!!! I slept briefly...maybe 3 hours. Went to bed feeling devastated and heartbroken. To love someone THAT MUCH and to truly fear they've had a moment of bad judgement/impulsivity and they are dead...to imagine having to go to the funeral...to worry about whether I would have ANY rights, any say to the arrangments or to be able to keep a memento...to wonder if perhaps my love for her was "too real" and at times, yes, too needy for her and I drove her to it. To fear her children in their grief might blame me....for where was I in their mother's time of need? And how can kids know that I have been TRYING with everything in me to move closer to her emotionally and repeatedly have had the door open "just a crack" but no more.
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Whispers to angels for light from within yourself,
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Hi everyone,
Sandr
Sending out all the healing and calming vibes and angels your way sweetie.
Robin
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Lori,
I too am such a worry wort that I would be freaking out myself if TiNG and I ever when that long without contact anymore. So I totally understand where you are coming from. I KNOW how hard it is to be soo far away!
Sending many many HUGS of support that all is well!
*hugs ~ Caly
SHE IS ALIVE--but unfortunately, not well!!!! I slept briefly...maybe 3 hours. Went to bed feeling devastated and heartbroken. To love someone THAT MUCH and to truly fear they've had a moment of bad judgement/impulsivity and they are dead...to imagine having to go to the funeral...to worry about whether I would have ANY rights, any say to the arrangments or to be able to keep a memento...to wonder if perhaps my love for her was "too real" and at times, yes, too needy for her and I drove her to it. To fear her children in their grief might blame me....for where was I in their mother's time of need? And how can kids know that I have been TRYING with everything in me to move closer to her emotionally and repeatedly have had the door open "just a crack" but no more.
Sandr
Lori, please let us know if she is okay. I know she is very depressed.
I am also saying a prayer for you lori, that you have strength to deal with this. I am sure you must be very worried and concerned.
I wish I could do more. It is really hard on you I am sure.
Hugs,
Laurie
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(((((((Lori)))))))
Safe Trip!
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Thanks all....
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