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| Fri, 10-22-2004 - 12:20pm |
Hi all, well today is a day and i'm still breathing, last night was an okay night. She came over yesterday when i wasn't home and grabbed some of her things. she had the nerve to take a photo of just her.. my favorite one. i imagine to give to the new girl. does she really have to twist the knife any futher in my heart really? but i made it through the night and i'm still here although i must confess.... my son stayed the night at his fathers house i must praise for being a wonderful person to me right now he's understands my heartache and is being supportive, well so i went out and met up with this girl... i know it's way to soon and her girlfriend cheated on her as well and so we just met for drinks and a session to let it all out since we are going through the same thing but i must say i enjoyed myself!!!!!! we talked, laughed, and enjoyed each other's company and stayed until closing and it was fun i actually had FUN! Until i got home alone but at least i _know_ i can have fun.
I did talk to her in the middle of the night... i couldn't sleep and calling her got the best of me. I told that i loved her and needed her and she told me as plain as day it was over. why i can't seem to get that through my thick skull i will never know but i must do it and must do it soon.
My sweet little boy is still adjusting the best way that he can, he's sad but i'm offering lots of love and hugs and i might try taking him to the toy store this weekend and let him pick something out for himself... although i did buy a new pair of shoes and that didn't make me happier but oh well.
Thanks for your kind words and talking with you does help so much,
Michelle

I am glad to hear that you were able to get out and have some fun.
I am also glad that you can come here and feel a little better to.
Keep us posted. Try not to cave in to calling her. Write here instead.
Take care,
Hugs,
Laurie
My web pages
http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
Michelle, just hold on. It's normal to feel like you're feeling. Be careful about meeting with strange women while you're emotionally upset, it too tempting to just ignore your feelings and to cover them up. Just keep taking care of yourself and your son.
Just keep coming back to share and vent.
Hugs!
Hugs,
Sebastian
http://www.facebook.com/sebastianbruce
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If you ever need to talk my addy is stillbuggin30@yahoo.com and best of luck to you,it will get better......Take care and have a good weekend,Jo
I just thought I would check in and see how you are doing.
Maybe you could post an update?
Thinking of you and hoping your pain is easing a bit.
Hugs,
Laurie
My web pages
http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
Hi Michelle,