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| Wed, 10-27-2004 - 11:49am |
I haven't talked to her really she has called a couple of times and I just kinda sat on the phone, she asked if I hated her and I didn't answer and I couldn't answer all I could say was I had to go, I need to check that caller id before I pick up next time (LOL). I don't think i hate her just so confused about this whole break up that I didn't even know what to say to her. She texted me a message that said she still cares about me, I didn't reply back to that I couldn't.
My son is doing okay just misses her a lot but he's a trooper and asks me daily if I am okay and i tell him we shall be fine no worries-- then i make him a big glass of chocolate milk! I think he will adjust just fine in time, it seems to be me having the harder time.
As you know I have just been going about the daily life and trying to keep my head up high and although it is hard I am doing it, I met a new friend (a women) we have hung out a few times and I really actually enjoy her company. We have been calling them "outings" and not dates because I'm not ready for any of that just yet but I have been looking forward to her phone calls and our "outings". Which actually is scarring me a lot... any thoughts on that?
Thanks for all your kind words and wonderful thoughts,
Michelle

It makes my heart happy to hear that you are not crying like before.
I really think you deserve to enjoy your "outings" and your new friend especially if it adds happiness to your life. You certainly do deserve happiness.
If it were me, I would not even anylize it at all I would just enjoy and cross any bridges when they came to me.
As far as you Ex goes why can't she come and pack her own things. That should not be your burden to carry.
Hugs,
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Well, In my honest opinion, if you can go out with another woman and feel comfortable about it then go and have a good time. But you have to be careful as to why your doing it.
Are you doing it because you need a friend? or are you doing it for someone to fill the huge gap that was left open?(no sexual pun intended). I don't know if it was suggested before, but right now you're very vulnerable.
>>>>>She text me a message that says that she cares about me<<<<. Oh, yeah? And I'm Cupid. Please watch out for any and all manipulation tactics. In my past break ups, I've had to literally tear everything up (except a picture of a child, and maybe her baby booties), to get my past ex out of my mind, sight and house. When the pain of hanging on get too great, you'll let go.
Hugs!
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