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| Wed, 11-03-2004 - 10:44am |
Next problem. I tried to break up with Jen last night. I have so much in my life I feel like I am neglecting her and she deserves so much more. She calls several times throughout the day and I find myself at a loss for words because we talk so much there is nothing new to say. I do not have time for chit chat and feel so stressed and guilty that I can't just stop everything 5 times a day and make light conversation even if I wanted to. She is so sweet and understanding but at the same time begs for more attention, and she deserves that, but I just don't have time and energy for a relationship right now. I miss and love Jen, but she is young and should be having fun with people her own age. I want her to move on with her life and if it is meant to be we will see eachother again someday. She went ballistic, and we agreed to one phone call a day - when I call her, and email contact. I want so much more for her, I wish she wasn't settling like this. She is so beautiful and funny and could be having so much fun with someone without so many problems. I can't make her see she is wasting her life on this long distance relationship with me.
I love Jen and Leanne, and want their happiness. If you pray, please pray for my best girls. Thanks for listening, Sandra

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(((((((Sandra)))))))
You really are far too hard on yourself.
CL-Nursepam2000 aka
Hi Sandra,
With all that is going on in my life right now, I havent had the time to reply to this thread, but Sandy's post hit home for me and I thought I would echo her words.
I left my DH 10 months ago and I knew how hard it would be on my Son, but I also knew I could no longer live my life the way I had been living it.
*hugs ~ Caly
How are you feeling today? How's the smoking?
Big Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
Leanne always looked nice to go to school, always got straight A's, was active and popular. Today she got out of bed and left, she didn't even say goodbye when I dropped her off. I said "By Sweetie, try and have a better day today" my reply was a dirty look and a car door slamming. Sandra
Sandr
Sandra
Sandr
Hugs and thanks, Sandra
Sandr
((((((((((((((((((((Sandra, Jen, and Leanne))))))))))))))))))
I will echo what the others have said, I think you are being too hard on yourself.
Hugs!
~C
Ya know, Christmas break may be too soon to cut and run.
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