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| Wed, 11-24-2004 - 12:07am |
Hi everyone! Hope you missed me cause I missed you ;)
My trip back to OK went really well, I have lots of stories but I want to catch up on my posts and read what everyone else has been up to.
Life is good!
Big hugs and smooches! Sandra

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Hey! Welcome back! it's good to "see" you again.
hugs and a kiss on the cheek.
Hugs,
Sebastian
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Whooooo hoooooooo Welcome back!
*hugs ~ Caly
Welcome back.
Kim
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Woooooooooooo Hooooooooooooo!
Welcome home Sandra!
CL-Nursepam2000 aka
Sandr
I loved your poem, I always like it when you share with us!
Hugs to you and Ting! Sandra
Sandr
Thanks Kim. The unpacking is going fast, I got rid of a ton of stuff before we re-packed. I'm trying to keep things simple while still holding on to the sentimental things. I gave away some furniture and tons of clothes and decorative stuff to be able to rent a smaller truck. It's hard to throw stuff out when you have a child. I have almost 16 years worth of stuff my daughter made, or wore, or played with...most of it gone now. I think I saved too much anyway - it's kinda nice to have so much less clutter.
Seeing Jen again, there's an interesting question. I could hardly wait to see her and called her the second we pulled in to town. When she came over she didn't even look me in the eye. She hugged Leanne first and then came over to me and when she hugged me she was shaking like crazy. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was nervous. It was a little weird. But, we have been together non stop until last night when she finally went home. It was lonely without her last night, I almost called her to come back but Leanne and I needed some alone time after 4 days of Jen being here with us. I think Jen is going to wait to move in the house needs work, and we are going to settle in and paint and stuff. Jen is just going to come over all the time, but not bring her things here just yet. Something is different - she keeps asking me if I have changed my mind about us, and she seems so sad. I am just busy and tired. Her young libido isn't helping the situation. One days she got so tired of waiting for me to sit down that she picked me up and threw me on the kitchen counter and wouldn't let me go! I took a "break" from cleaning and unpacking - she is wearing me out!
Well, it's good to be back, here in OK, and here at the board. By the way I LOVE your "LOVE is LOVE" pic on your signature, I made it my desktop wallpaper.
Hugs to you and Courtney!
Sandra
Sandr
Thanks Pam, it's wonderful to be back.
My new house is great, except for one major problem. The previous tenants let there dogs trash the place. It's a brick house with a large front and back yard - in a nice neighborhood. The landlord replaced all the carpet before we arrived, but there are 4 doors that are dog scratched beyond repair. He is going to replace them .The smell of large dogs is so strong in the garage it makes my eyes water. The next door neighbor said these people had 13 dogs! The landlord thought there was 2. Everyroom needs painted and I filled in 106 nail holes in the house yesterday. We are going to get paint today and starting in the living room, that will make a big difference. The living room and kitchen are very large, the two bedrooms aren't roomy but our stuff fits. The bathroom is good size. We love the house, we just need to fix it up. I have an attached 2 car garage and fenced in backyard - I am very pleased.
I found out more about my ex's girlfriend - he was so secretive about her even after our divorce was final. She works with him and she is a really nice girl. I guess I should be offended or mad because he cheated on me and divorced me, but I am so much happier now I can't even get mad about it. I want him to be happy and I couldn't have picked a nicer person myself - for him. She is someone I don't mind my daughter having to spend time with. She doesn't have any kids, only a little dog - so that keeps things simpler too. Anyway, my point is this - I originally came to OK and stayed at his house (our old house) and Jen was over and Leanne went out with some friends. My ex caught Jen and I in his room together - he knows. It was very uncomfortable there for a minute! He didn't ask me any questions and I didn't offer an explaination. I know by the look on his face he doesn't approve, because of her age. I didn't ask him opinion though so he better keep it to himself. It is hard for me to constantly have to defend our feelings for eachother - no one will ever understand or approve.
Anyway, I am getting long winded here - it's good to be back. Missed you Pam! Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
~SIGH...
Disapproval of the age difference.
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(((((((Sandra)))))))
I think I'm going to need to fly you to San Diego when I get my place to help me put it together :^)
So, let me get this straight (every pun intended):
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