I saw sweetfeets tonight!

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I saw sweetfeets tonight!
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Sat, 11-27-2004 - 2:03am

I spoke with him briefly last night to tell him happy turkey day. He got to thank Grandmollie (nursemom) for the military calendar she sent him, then his dad broke in and said he needed to finish cleaning, if I wanted to come by it would have to be Friday night. It's the first invitation I've gotten while sweetfeets was there since before I visited Lynchburg over a month ago. He woke up sick this morning b/c he apparently only takes his (anxiety) meds at school, and he's been out this whole week so I assume it's that.


Anyway, I actually owe his dad $$ and he doesn't like to wait for it, no matter how small the amount. So, I cashed my check and went out to see my little man (not so little anymore but always will be my baby).

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 12:43am

I'm glad that you did restrain yourself. {{{{{{{{{{Beth}}}}}}}}}}.

 


Hugs,


Sebastian


 


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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 12:49am

That was spooky.


Thanks (((((nurse)))))

beth

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 12:53am

Thanks for the hugs (((((cats and your boys))))).


I do think of you and your boys often as I go through this. *sigh*

beth

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 1:01am

Wow Mandi this one really struck a cord with me.


I remeber my childhood with my mother and my father, and I couldn't imagine my life, growing up withoue either one of them.


Whenever I woke up sick, the first word out of my mouth was "mommy". She was in there within seconds, comforting me, taking my temp, brining me warm applejuice and a damp washclothe - whatever I needed. Most of all, sleeping in my bed with me for the rest of the night. (dad handled the nights I woke up from nightmares)


For the first 4 years of sweetfeets' life, "mommy" was who he called when he woke sick or from a nightmare. It breaks my heart knowing that he no longer calls for me first, that I am no longer the one who comforts him, that I'm not going to be there for him all the time like my mother was, like he needs me to be...


Gawd I'm getting teary again now.


(((((Mandi)))))


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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 10:58am

LOL!

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 11:53am
Gald you could see him Beth.I know that had to do your heart good....and he does love you...he always will....you didn't abandon him and you haven't been a bad mom...there is nothing my mom could do that would make me not love her.He will always be your boy and you will always be his mommy.....so glad you got the chance to see him and hoep druing the holidays you can see him some more....god bless and have a great one,Jo
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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 11:56am

Beth!

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 7:26pm

Great news (((((((((((Beth))))))))))))!


I'm happy for you both.


Big hugs!


~C

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 11:25pm
Thanks (((Jo))) ditto - I'm the same way with my mom. Don't know what I'd do without her.

beth

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Sun, 11-28-2004 - 11:28pm

>>>...and never stop fighting.

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