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| Sun, 12-05-2004 - 12:53pm |
Hi everyone, some of the new people may not recognize me as I have been gone a few months, but I am just stopping in to say hi to a few of my friends I've made, and hopefully will make more in the future when things are better. Within two months, I've lost my father, and my older brother. My brother died early last month. My brother's viewing was supposed to be closed casket, but even the day before, I had the lady that ran the funeral home let me go in the back to see him, before any repair work or cosmetics were done to him-I had to know it was him. I looked at him- all over, I rubbed his arm, hard as steel, and told him he was the lucky one, but no tears. Then finally on funeral day, my mother in tears, we brought a peice of fabric with us-black, matched his hair and suit, so I went in before everyone else and covered the part of his head and face that were smashed in, the rest covered by the pillow he laid on. We took the bag with his cracked open helmet and bloody clothes and shoes home, and what he had on him-belongings. I didn't cry at my father's either; I greive on the inside. I get my family through it. I deal with myself later. Part of me doesn't even know how to greive in such a way to get over it. I feel so lost.

Hello snowshoe, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{snowshoe}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}. My name is Gigi, I'm glad to meet you. I am very sorry for your losses, I'm still grieving over the loss of my dad, and girlfriend. My dad, died of cancer of the layrnx and 3 years ago, today, my girlfriend was killed, right next to me in an automobile accident. I still feel a little sad, because I did love her. Hold on, it does get better and keep coming back.
Hugs,
Sebastian
http://www.facebook.com/sebastianbruce
Oh {{{{{{{{{{{{Snow}}}}}}}}}}}}
I am so, so terribly sorry.
CL-Nursepam2000 aka
I cannot imagine going through such major losses at one time the way you have.
I know there is nothing I can say that would be comforting enough at a time like this.
I am thinking of you and hope that you will maintain that inner strength that has gotten you through this so far.
I am sorry that you have suffered such great losses and all in only two months.
Hugs,
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I understand about your being the strong one in the family.. My partner ~S~ is like that.. It's hard to let go and cry..I also have
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Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
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Many, many hugs~~ Nony
I understand Hon how your feeling so down.. Thats understandable with all you have been through..
Glad your back..
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