Took My Mind off it..

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Registered: 09-29-2003
Took My Mind off it..
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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 12:19am
For awhile..
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 12:52am
(((((Lee)))))
The birthdays must be tough.
I hope he feels you. I always feel my mom.
Mom's have a way of connecting like no one else ever can. So I think you can make him feel you.
Hugs,
Laurie

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 1:03am
((((((Hugs back))))))Hon.. Yes Birthdays are hard... I was scheduled for a

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 1:27am
You have many fans right here lee.
What a sweet story.
Have you told him that story? And how you remember how he felt in your arms.
To sweet.
Hugs,
Laurie

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 6:58am

((((((((((((CAT))))))))))))


Glad that it took your mind off it for a while.


rj

Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 6:59am

Hey Laurie! How are U? :)


(You don't have to reply...just wanted to say hey)

rj


Forever Wolfpack! 1983 NCAA Men's Basketball champions- North Carolina State Wolfpack (The Cardiac Pack)

rj

Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 7:00am
Wow! That was an awesome story. Thanks for sharing. I love to read stuff like that. :)

rj


Forever Wolfpack! 1983 NCAA Men's Basketball champions- North Carolina State Wolfpack (The Cardiac Pack)

rj

Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197

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Registered: 09-16-2003
Wed, 12-08-2004 - 9:19am
((((((((((((((Cat))))))))))))))) I'm sure your boys know how you feel about them. I hope you'll be able to talk to your DS and tell him Happy Bday in person. Thinking of you...
Ting

Ting 

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 9:29am

(((((((Cat)))))))


I think we all know by now that both of your sons must

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 10:31am
I know how it feels to be on the other side of this- being the child. Yes I do believe he feel you! How old is he- or how old will he be Sat? I wish you the best! I hope you can go see him on his b-day, I know it would mean the world to both you and he. Good luck with it all! LYLAS, Mandi
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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 5:30pm

Hello, kitten. Awwwww. I can understand exactly how you feel. You see the 10th will be my daughter's birthday and she will be 14. I really do miss her and I wish I could see her. But, I know that she's ok. She safe with her mom.

I wish I could see how beautiful she's turned out to be. I held her in my arms for the first time, and she became my world. I was so protective of her. I didn't even want her mom to touch her, but I couldn't deny her mom her daughter. I would have moved the world for her, but it's a good thing, I guess. But, I know that she's a respectful young lady, because, that's how I remember her being, except that she was a child the last time I saw her. But, if by some chance, I get to see her again, I would probably be absolutely speechless, and I'll probably start crying. yes, I understand.

 


Hugs,


Sebastian


 


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