Took My Mind off it..

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Registered: 09-29-2003
Took My Mind off it..
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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 12:19am
For awhile..
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 7:56pm
Hi Laurie Hon.. Just now reading this... Thanks hon, about The **Fans** Thing **Smiles** I just got it!~~~~~ Haaaa..
Tried calling tonight.. So far busy Signal, and can't get them on computer, so will try again later........ ~S~ and I went to stores today, and found him two great shirts, and will send those in care package, as well as money tucked in the wrapped presents.. Will also send things for older son, and I am keeping some of the money I was going to send him here til he has a

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 7:57pm

Thanks RJ Hon.. It did help to read and Post and write out those feelings..
(((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"


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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 8:00pm
Hi Ting.. Thanks Hon.. I do not think I will be getting there.. I am mailing things out to him so he'll have it for his birthday just in case.. Weather is suppose to be Snow Friday into Saturday..
(((((((Hugs)))))))"CAT"

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 8:01pm
Thanks ((Cuz))..
((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 8:06pm
Hi Mandi Hon, and Thanks.. He will be 15 on the 11th.. Sat...
I wish too I could be there, and have a great celebration, but things just don't go that way in this world (Mine **Smiles**)
Thanks for your kind words.. You said you were on the end my son is.. care to share?.. If not thats understandable..
((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 8:14pm
Wow (((((gigi)))))) Thanks for sharing that ((((Hugs))))).. So your daughter is going to be

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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 10:14pm

That's ok, kitten, you take your time, please. I kinda figured you were going through something. No big rush.

 


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Sebastian


 


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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 10:21pm

((((((((((((((((Hugs gigi)))))))))))))))))))


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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 11:15pm
I know how u feel but you need to step past the past and forget the wanting or hatred for your ex. I feel you need to call and talk with your son. Tell him how you feel and get on with your life. Does your ex have a control over you? Mine is very understanding and we do not stand in each others way. In fact, tonight, ex called for my daughter and she was not here, I answered for her. He was concerned over our granddaughter's teeth and her appointment with the dentist. I elaborated what was going on and I promised to tell my daughter he called. No biggey.
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 12-08-2004 - 11:41pm
I know. Night time is the hardest, when you don't have a million things going on to keep your mind off of him. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking at night all together, just pop a couple of sleeping pills when it gets bad and be off in never land before I know it. ~sigh.

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