Took My Mind off it..
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Took My Mind off it..
| Wed, 12-08-2004 - 12:19am |
For awhile..
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"

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Tried calling tonight.. So far busy Signal, and can't get them on computer, so will try again later........ ~S~ and I went to stores today, and found him two great shirts, and will send those in care package, as well as money tucked in the wrapped presents.. Will also send things for older son, and I am keeping some of the money I was going to send him here til he has a
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Thanks RJ Hon.. It did help to read and Post and write out those feelings..
(((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"
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(((((((Hugs)))))))"CAT"
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((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"
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I wish too I could be there, and have a great celebration, but things just don't go that way in this world (Mine **Smiles**)
Thanks for your kind words.. You said you were on the end my son is.. care to share?.. If not thats understandable..
((((((Hugs)))))"CAT"
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That's ok, kitten, you take your time, please. I kinda figured you were going through something. No big rush.
Hugs,
Sebastian
http://www.facebook.com/sebastianbruce
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