Took My Mind off it..
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Took My Mind off it..
| Wed, 12-08-2004 - 12:19am |
For awhile..
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"
Hi all.. Yeah, I had my mind on my Son, most of this evening.. Went to bed thinking about him last night.. My (((((((youngest))))))..
Was beating myself up a bit for awhile tonight, cause I wanted so bad to call and tell him I was thinking of him and that I did not forget his birthday.. But I couldn't dial the, or punch in,( cause we don't dial any more do we?) numbers.. Why? Cause I knew or pretty much knew inside myself that ex would answer and I just **Sigh** don't like going through the plays, the motions with him.. Sad isn't it?.. I am glad I came and read and responded to some posts as it helps get my mind off for awhile.. Probably will go to bed later thinking again about it.. Perhaps tomorrow,I'll call. Gonna be going tomorrow and Thursday looking for things for his birthday, but will mail it Thursday most likely as I hear the weather will be messy again over the weekend as was the last two days here..So if I mail it out Thursday he'll have it for Friday.. His Birthday is Saturday..
I kinda was hopeing he was feeling me telepathicaly(spelling?)knowing I was thinking of him and Love him..Perhaps he was...
Okay well back to reading and posting and checking out other things..
((((Hugs))))"CAT"

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I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you today.
I know it is your son's birthday and it must be rough for you.
I hope you will have a chance to talk to him.
Just know that you are in my thoughts and heart.
Hugs,
Laurie
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