Losing my mind

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Losing my mind
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Sun, 12-12-2004 - 9:46am

Okay, I think that I've officially lost my mind. Years of being alone has finally driven me mad. I have "hermit-osis" - you know like in Psychosis? Only it cannot be called psychosis because the distortion of reality is brought on by placing too much hope in PlanetOut and being alone for a consecutive 10 years.


Yesterday, (yes, I should be studying business math) I decided that a delicious turnover was due. So, I stopped by a local bakery that makes donuts, pastries, and other goodies. They make the most delicious blueberry turnovers. Melt in your mouth. Well, in front of me is this couple ordering the entire store. So, I'm waiting - impatiently I might add. To the edge of the counter is a slim, petite little blonde wearing a hairdresser's apron. I didn't think much of it. Then...


The little petite blonde turns around to leave. Her eyes meet mine. She gives me this long stare. It is like her eyes remain on mine until she's out of my sight. I turn my

rj

Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 7:22am

Hey Pam,


That sounds great about the home! I'm so excited for you. I fully know about what it is like to want change and have to wait patiently for it.

rj

Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 10:01am

Way to go on the home Pam.

Kim
Check out my

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 10:02am

Thanks rj!

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 10:08am

(((((((Kimmie)))))))


The south may be different but it's still America ;^)

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 3:38pm

Actually I find Wicca fascinating though its reliance on ceremony and chant reminded me too much of organized religion in terms of you have to say a certain thing or do a certain thing or the Goddess wont reward you.

*hugs ~ Caly

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 3:41pm
I agree totally Pam on leaning toward the feminine side of God,, and there in lies my closeness to Mother Nature.

*hugs ~ Caly

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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 9:34pm
I agree about wicca also....my best friend is a wiccian as was my favorite ex....I learned so much about the wiccaian culture so to speak when we were together,went with her to meetings and so forth...I had always thought it was a form of devil worship....but who knew.....luckily I was open-minded enough to see it...which "open-minded " leads me to say....I grew up here in the south and well while there are Many,many,many,many(get the picture,lol).....rednecks and back woods"get in the kitchen and make me a pie"types...there are also many good open-minded people also.....my two cents,lol..have a great one,Jo

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