That was very touching, rj. I felt your sadness, with the aloneness, but soon I had to open myself up and let myself be loved. I know that you are feeling awfully lonesome during this time, but believe me, you really aren't.
I know that I can sit with my fellow worshippers, and "think" I'm alone, but I know I have their best wishes. Hold on, things will get better.
Thanks for the hug Gigi. I was just reminiscing about Christmas Eve past. Yes, I am a bit lonely, no doubt about that. Perhaps you can understand that when you are lonely, sometimes it helps to recall the past. You know, to sort of get you through the present.
Merry Christmas!
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 1975 rushed for 1,246 yards and 10 touchdowns in 14 games.
RJ... The touching of your heart at that time in your life, and beyond gave within you the words to express to write such beautiful yet bitter sweet tellings for us to read.. Thanks for sharing with us.. It really did come alive in my mind as I read it, and I know you have to feel that loneliness but also you feel the strength you are growing with to one day be the independant, yet united, part of a great relationship,with someone so special for you.. (((((Hugs)))))"CAT"
Hey CAT- thanks. I felt a need to write it and am glad that I did. Recently, I was "jumped" unto by someone who felt I shouldn't think about her. I think it is quite normal to remember those you've cared about in the past. It doesn't mean you have to stop living for the present or quit focusing on the future. I dearly want to have a real relationship with a woman. Actually, sooner than later, though I think later is winning out. LOL
I love to write Nony. I still remember the semester I took Expository Writing. I loved that class! The very next semester, I was at school for orientation and ran into my Expository Writing instructor. She said to me and it surprised me as well, "You should write- you have great imagery." She was a strict person, so that compliment was geniune. That very next semester, I took Technical Writing. I loved it too. My average in it was a 99. I was exempt from taking the final. So, I feel confident enough to type that writing is a strength. Math on the other hand, well- LOL - we won't go there.
That was very touching, rj. I felt your sadness, with the aloneness, but soon I had to open myself up and let myself be loved. I know that you are feeling awfully lonesome during this time, but believe me, you really aren't.
I know that I can sit with my fellow worshippers, and "think" I'm alone, but I know I have their best wishes. Hold on, things will get better.
((((((({{{{{rj}}}}}))))).
Hugs,
Sebastian
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Sending you the biggest of hugs RJ...there was many a Christmas
Thanks for the hug Gigi. I was just reminiscing about Christmas Eve past. Yes, I am a bit lonely, no doubt about that. Perhaps you can understand that when you are lonely, sometimes it helps to recall the past. You know, to sort of get you through the present.
Merry Christmas!
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 1975 rushed for 1,246 yards and 10 touchdowns in 14 games.
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
Thanks Lou and Nony! I was just doing a little time travel backwards. :)
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
RJ... The touching of your heart at that time in your life, and beyond gave within you the words to express to write such beautiful yet bitter sweet tellings for us to read.. Thanks for sharing with us.. It really did come alive in my mind as I read it, and I know you have to feel that loneliness but also you feel the strength you are growing with to one day be the independant, yet united, part of a great relationship,with someone so special for you..
(((((Hugs)))))"CAT"
C >^. A .
ummm, can we bring our bikes and ride alongside as you run?
I like your writing, rj. You create fine pictures loaded with emotion, it's so
Hey CAT- thanks. I felt a need to write it and am glad that I did. Recently, I was "jumped" unto by someone who felt I shouldn't think about her. I think it is quite normal to remember those you've cared about in the past. It doesn't mean you have to stop living for the present or quit focusing on the future. I dearly want to have a real relationship with a woman. Actually, sooner than later, though I think later is winning out. LOL
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
Of course you can bring your bikes, LOL!
I love to write Nony. I still remember the semester I took Expository Writing. I loved that class! The very next semester, I was at school for orientation and ran into my Expository Writing instructor. She said to me and it surprised me as well, "You should write- you have great imagery." She was a strict person, so that compliment was geniune. That very next semester, I took Technical Writing. I loved it too. My average in it was a 99. I was exempt from taking the final. So, I feel confident enough to type that writing is a strength. Math on the other hand, well- LOL - we won't go there.
rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
That was beautiful Rj!
*hugs ~ Caly