Just a thought. feelings..from past..
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Just a thought. feelings..from past..
| Thu, 01-06-2005 - 4:54pm |
Sitting here and listening to a cd and hear a song from years ago..
Have you ever heard a song that you felt to the depths of your heart when you were starting a relationship,with a now ex?.. The song makes you remember those feelings you had then.. Those feelings of what you really believed then to be real..The feelings obviously having to had been your fantasy of a dream that was happening but really just that a fantasy..Playing that song over and over and
Have you ever heard a song that you felt to the depths of your heart when you were starting a relationship,with a now ex?.. The song makes you remember those feelings you had then.. Those feelings of what you really believed then to be real..The feelings obviously having to had been your fantasy of a dream that was happening but really just that a fantasy..Playing that song over and over and

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Music is very powerful for me. When I took Expository Writing one semester, I listened to Elton John while writing several papers. I also listen to music when I run. It took me a while to find a good CD player that wouldn't skip. Don't believe it when the package says, "Won't skip." In this case, you get what you pay for. I had to pay big time to finally get one that wouldn't skip.
As for songs and ex's, well- I only have one ex, which would be my exhusband. I didn't have romantic feelings for him. So, there aren't any songs that remind me of him. I do have songs that remind me of past crushes. It does bring back memories, doesn't it- when you hear that past song?
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Hey kitten, are you feeling sentimental over ~S~. Awwww, that's so sweet.
Have you ever heard a song that you felt to the depths of your heart when you were starting a relationship?
Ans. Yes, there are a lot of romantic songs that have reached me. Sometimes with words and sometimes with just the music itself.
Playing that song over and over and feeling and trying to decipher all of it and see yourself, who you were then?
Ans. Yes, I think I've made my neighbors get sick of heairng the same song over and over but I didn't care. Whenever I fall in love, and believe the feelings never change, it's like spring, very eternal and fresh. I can become like my 18yr old self, Strong, protective and very virile.
Think about how you felt.. and how you look at it now and realize if only that person could have been different, things could have been different..
Well, thinking about it, yes, things could have been different between the two of us.
Ever think of that person when hearing a special song and feel sorry for that person that they aren't with someone and are? Well, kind of, but that's just how things worked out.
Ever wonder how we can love and hurt so many times in a lifetime and still go on?
Ans. Yes, that's why I said that for me love is eternal.
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Even if you didn't have romantic feelings for your ex, I'll bet there are songs ..No?...That remind you of some occurance during that time?..
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Thanks Hon.. It wasn't really a post to draw answers..I suppose I should have stated that ..It was more just a
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I know what you mean Cat
There are definately songs I can relate to certain relationships in my life and yes when I hear them now they still bring back those memories.
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You know CAT, you made me think some. I don't have any romantic songs from memories of my exhusband. But, I do have this one song. I remember driving my husband and a friend of mine to Morganton one afternoon. We were travelling on I-40. I was driving. I had the stereo on. This popular song came on called..."Come On Eileen." I began singing with the song. Neither of them thought my choice in music was good. They were both like, "You really like that?"
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rj
Franco Harris of the Pittsburgh Steelers in 197
I am sorry kitten, I know that you were just sharing that. I was feeling kind of sentimental also, and I thought that I would share my rememberances, too.
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Sebastian
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Sandr
I am doing that this evening. I am listening to a cd mix of some of my favorite songs. And yes, one of the songs makes me think of an ex who hurt me really bad. She really broke my heart.
But I still love the song. So I listen and then I am taken back to those feelings that you mentioned. Sometimes to the point of actually having to shake my head a bit to get them to stop after so long of allowing them to creep in.
And yes there have been other loves and other hurts. And now a love that hurts because there is the rejection in the most intimate area. And my partner can't seem to understand how much and how important it is to me.
I just have to suffer in silence and try to change me and how I feel about this lack of intimacy and whether or not I want to possibly live this way the rest of my life. Yet, I would never choose any of my ex's over Sheila and I doubt that there is anyone out there who would be so compatable with me in all other areas of life.
It really hurts to feel so alone in a relationship. Like you are this person's best friend instead of her lover. It hurts that this person always says what a perfect relationship we have knowing what I am lacking and seeming to be so removed from how I feel and what I need. And it hurts to know that I don't feel like it is such a perfect relationship but have to keep it bottled up inside or feel like a degenerate.
I have given up my childhood dream of being a comedian for her. I am now back to doing stand up, not to aggravate her but to give myself some feeling of worthiness. That was always my dream. I should not have let anyone take that away. It gives me a high and a rush that I have not felt in a long time. It feels good to make a room of 200 - 1000 people come together and laugh at the same thing. It feels good to make people laugh, because maybe they have had a bad day or just need something to think about when they are having a bad day.
At least I have that one dream... there are some people who can never say that unfortunatly. Sad.
I need to stop listening to my music or stop typing maybe both.
Take care Lee.
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