Just a thought. feelings..from past..

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Registered: 09-29-2003
Just a thought. feelings..from past..
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Thu, 01-06-2005 - 4:54pm
Sitting here and listening to a cd and hear a song from years ago..
Have you ever heard a song that you felt to the depths of your heart when you were starting a relationship,with a now ex?.. The song makes you remember those feelings you had then.. Those feelings of what you really believed then to be real..The feelings obviously having to had been your fantasy of a dream that was happening but really just that a fantasy..Playing that song over and over and

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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:05pm
Haaaaaaaaaaaa Dear (((((((RJ)))))).. That is a cute song and I can picture just

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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:13pm
Lee, nothing happened. The subject came up in a couple of threads and I was just sharing my experience.
Sheila and I are good as ever except for the same lack of sex.
Yes, Sheila cuddles and sit on my lap and kisses me passionately. I just know it is not going any farther and I don't even try. That way everything goes smoothe and I at least get that much. Plus and update, Sheila's doctor thinks it is a hormonal thing with all her female problems etc. So I am more understanding, I just miss that total and complete passion.
We are still very much in love. We talked more tonight due to all this talking on the board. We were at dinner and had a nice talk about us and getting in better shape and feeling better physically and then see how we or she feels sexually.
Both of our doctors said we need to get more conditioned so that is what we are starting to do together. We don't argue and fight we get along great, so at least we have all other areas covered very well.
Thank you for caring Lee,
Hugs
Laurie

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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:16pm
Yes!``````Isn't it a trip? Different songs... different places ..People.. and feelings!

((((((((Hugs Hon)))))))"CAT"
(((((((((((

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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:20pm
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww Great Big
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) for you and Sheila
and whispers to angels for all to be okay in the future..
((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))Lee~
(((((((((((

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Fri, 01-07-2005 - 11:27pm
Lee you sweet, sweet friend, Big and many hugs back.
Laurie

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Sat, 01-08-2005 - 12:25am

Hi Cat,


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Registered: 06-24-2003
Sat, 01-08-2005 - 9:51am
Hi Lori,
It is nice to see your cheery red type here once again.
I am so glad that you and Sandy are having a good time and getting along so well again.
Miss you,
Hugs,
Laurie

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Sat, 01-08-2005 - 10:20am

Hi Laurie,


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Registered: 07-24-2003
Sat, 01-08-2005 - 11:44am

I want to share my songs vs. memory. When I was pregnant with my (now almost 6 y/o) son I had my first girlfriend. I left my son's father when I was 2 mths along to pursue a girl that lived in the apartment below my Mom's. We were together about 5 months. She would play Angel by Sara Mclauglin (sp) when she was happy (or drunk) and she would play Baby Baby (dont get hooked on me) when she was tired of me. She was always playing songs that shared her feelings that I hear now and cringe. I still like Angel but there are some that she played that I still cant listen to. Oooooh and that song You ain't much fun since I quit drinking reminds me of my b/f in high school hitting me in front of his mom and his sister coming out to hold me. She was my first crush.... I have good memories associated with songs too but that is what I think of when I think of songs and feelings together. Has anyone heared the song Broken Road? I love that song and it has become my and Brandi's song!

Broken Road
Performed by Melodie Crittenden

I set out on a narrow way,
Many years ago,
Hoping I would find true love
Along the broken road.
But I got lost a time or two,
Wiped my brow, kept pushing through,
I couldn't see how every sign
Pointed straight to you.

Chorus
Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were just northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms.
This much I know is true
(That) God blessed the broken road,
That lead me straight to you.

I look back on the years I spent
Just passing through
I'd like to take the time I lost
And give it back to you.
But you just smile and take my hand.
You've been there, you understand,
It's all part of a grander plan
That is coming true.

Chorus
Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were just northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms.
This much I know is true
(That) God blessed the broken road,
That lead me straight to you.
Straight to you.

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms.
This much I know... I know it's true
(That) God blessed the broken road,
And led me straight to you.
(Yes) God blessed the broken road,
And led me straight to you.

Mandi

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Sat, 01-08-2005 - 9:44pm

Mandi.. Yes! I Love that song"Broken Road"


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