In the still of the night
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| Thu, 01-27-2005 - 1:57am |
Last night the bar was packed, new faces, friends to greet me, and a memory that sustained me throughout the night. Alone I stood watching the women dance as if riding on the wind. I anxiously wait for time to slip away, my minds eye looking for her, thinking of her, wanting her. When I sang her song, my voice sang out and the people gazed with wonder, as I look far beyond a distance, envisioning her standing there smiling at me. Tonight I am hers. My thoughts of her were bouncing off the moon, who knew, that silence awaited my return. I rush home, to search for a word from her, no message; the boards are silent, and I sit here in the still of the night, while all of you are stead fast snuggled in your beds. Shes on my mind...
Good night my dream girl....
xoxo
halo

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Absolutely beautiful post Halo.
I am here with you my friend, though you are sleeping now most likely.
The Witching Hours seem to always bring the most heart felt ruminations don't they? I am up now, writing, trying to drum out the thoughts and feelings, fears and worries, that always plague me at this time.I am thankful the muse is always with me at this time.
Wherever your dream girl is, surely she felt such power.
Sweet Dreams dear Halo,
Hugs,
L.
Edited 1/27/2005 3:38 am ET ET by lafaye_ak
Awwwwwww Halo that was beautiful!
Thank you soo much for sharing that.
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Thank you lafaye,
So nice to see a friend respond when the need arises, my post had a sad note to it, behind the motive for it lies a moment in time, that is more precious than anything I have ever experienced. It, the moment; was so emotional and intimate, that my mind is stuck on replay. Last night I had returned home in anticipation of hearing from my dream girl.
Tell me, is so wrong to want to have an experience happen again?
I put aside my prudent and self righteous Virgo idealism, and allowed my Pisces dream girl, to open a door wide into a world I have never known before. For once, I was not silent, and I let my words speak true what I was feeling inside at that moment. I didn't hold back for what should be done, and what was right, and I let the very flood waters enter into my soul, and gave what I was asked to give by her. My heart raced with desire and I sat there shaking, wanting more. She asked at the right moment what I had desired in my mind before I had the chance to ask of her. How did she know what I wanted to give to her? The moment was exactly like I imagined it would be when I read the match thread for my Pisces and I. Thank you for that as well.
If I had not read that match, I wouldn't have dared to step outside the boundaries with her. I placed myself in her hands and went freely in to fulfill her desire. She took my hand, and touched my heart; hand in hand in my minds eye we ran through a field of wild flowers, deep blue sun-shined sky, and we fell into each others arms under a large oak tree, laying on thick green grass laughing in our hearts.
Feeling like this, I now realize what I have been missing in all my relationships. The Pisces does complete that part of me. And it was wonderful and beautiful, to at least have experienced that; even if it may never happen again. The only words that I have for her now is "You are Great". So when she returns, that is what I want her to remember and know, that is what I will tell her.
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halo
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halo
Thank you Caly for reading my post. I love the song that you sent to me. How do you find these things? I have never heard of that song. I've read it three times over and will keep it on file. I won't attempt to sing it without knowing the melody. lol ;)
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halo
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halo
Halo, I understand how you feel. I can't wait to see, touch and feel my Taurus woman. I can't with to kiss her lips and stroke her hair. I must be falling in love again. I don't like it when I can't hear her voice on the phone, I simply am not happy until I do so. It's amazing what love can do to you. I've been in love so many times, that I'm afraid to feel it, but, I must accept it when it comes. I feel so silly sometimes, and I'm not afraid to tell her, I guess, I'm showing my vulnerable side with her. It frightens me, but I want her to come closer.
Anyway, I'm sorry for getting so sappy. This is kind of embarrasing for a knight like me, to fall in love with her maiden. Sigh.
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Sebastian
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GiGi,
Your feelings make you an even better and stronger knight. For knights are among the most noblest people on the earth. A knight with a cold heart will never defend her queen to the death, if it can't feel love in it's heart. If anything she makes you a greater knight. Please don't be embarrassed. ;) We all are allowed to be sappy, that's what started this thread in the first place! :) rolf
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halo
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halo
Dearest Halo,
The Witching hour has struck again. It is 12 am here, most likely 4 for you. What a truly eloquent writer you are, and I know the words flow so effortlessly and so beautifully because they come directly from your heart.
This woman is a lucky one, and I hope that she truly appreciates the power that she has brought into your heart and your life.
You asked: "Tell me, is it so wrong to want to have that experience again?"
My answer is a resounding NO. Life is about experiences be they small or huge, and when we are fortunate to experience the truly monumental ones, the pivotal points in our lives that irrevocably change us, we are so much more blessed. I am so happy that you have found your match, and Halo, I hope that the love you feel now, rests and grows eternal.
Sweet Dreams,
L.
Gigi dear,
It is not at all embarassing for a Knight to fall in love with a fair maiden. That is, after all, what happens when your heart is captured so. Even the strongest, most war hardened knights fell gently at the knees of the maiden whose softly scented handkerchief, resting lightly and reverently placed beneath the wrist shield, or tucked lovingly next to the heart beneath the chest armor, kept the heart warm and a promise of sweet love upon the return home.
Behind every great knight stands a great woman and if you feel as if you have one, don't deny the precious call love sings to you. It is a testament to the human heart and it's ability to remain resilient even after many breaks and scars, to fall in love anew.
So, dear Knight, love your woman and never withold the warmth that so obviously beats in your heart for her. Always let her know.
That is what this post is for. To extoll the virtues of the maiden, or knight (smile) that has captured your heart and feel the power of it. Knights and maidens; I think I really like what that contextual phrase implies....
(Now, who's sappy?)
Hugs G,
L.
Edited 1/28/2005 4:19 am ET ET by lafaye_ak
Lafaye
No, I'm not as eloquent as the post you just wrote to Gigi. Now that was a work of art! I wasn't able to come up with the same message that you just conveyed to her. You write beautifully. I never give much thought to what I write, and your right mine comes direct from the heart. I seem to screw the english language up, so I keep it simple and try to the point. Technically, I like to say that I masterbate the english language. lol What I write tho, is what I feel, and for the most part, is what I am. I'm a very loving person, and I have a tendency to stay away from negative energies.
As love goes, I'm not sure how I feel. I'm scarred. It seems that when I do open my heart up for someone, I just end up being hurt. This has happened to me twice now, and I'm fearful that it will happen again. I've been dating women, ie going out, talking over the phone, etc. So, I'm not afraid to put myself out there. I'm totally healed in my heart, and I'm ready for love.
Enough of this,,,,,your easy to talk to .
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halo
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halo
Halo,
mom to 4 kids and in love with the most awesome and beautiful woman in the world!
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