In the still of the night

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Registered: 11-29-2004
In the still of the night
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Thu, 01-27-2005 - 1:57am

Last night the bar was packed, new faces, friends to greet me, and a memory that sustained me throughout the night. Alone I stood watching the women dance as if riding on the wind. I anxiously wait for time to slip away, my minds eye looking for her, thinking of her, wanting her. When I sang her song, my voice sang out and the people gazed with wonder, as I look far beyond a distance, envisioning her standing there smiling at me. Tonight I am hers. My thoughts of her were bouncing off the moon, who knew, that silence awaited my return. I rush home, to search for a word from her, no message; the boards are silent, and I sit here in the still of the night, while all of you are stead fast snuggled in your beds. Shes on my mind...

Good night my dream girl....
xoxo
halo

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halo

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 11:33am

Thank you Carol for your words of wisdom.

Right now I need to hear these things in my life. I'm on a fence trying to decide what direction I want my life to go. I don't want to give up my dream career as I'm so close to it becoming a reality. The there's this part of me that wants to run. I'm considering applying for an Air Marshall position at RIC airport. I have been thinking of it for some time. My children are older and self sufficient, and I'm not tied to anyone.

You were in the military, don't you get that urge to move every three years?

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halo

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halo

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Registered: 12-16-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 12:21pm

Halo,


I definitely get that "moving bug".

mom to 4 kids and in love with the most awesome and beautiful woman in the world!

 

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 12:25pm

Thanks Carol,

The next time K comes to town, perhaps we can meet at one of the bars. I've never been to the Hershey club,? Sounds like we can have some fun, and get to know each other.

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halo

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halo

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 1:01pm

aww hehe Halo,


Im glad you liked the song... you probably dont know it because you arent old enough hehe.. It was from the Broadway show The Music Man.

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 1:26pm

Well Caly, you certainly just made my day again!

Thank you. "Life is not measured by the number breaths we take but by the Moments that take our breath away"

Then this moment of mine is more monumental than what I have thought! My dream girl did take my breath away! ;) In fact, I'm still trying to catch it! lol

Nice perspective from you...thanks

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halo

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 1:40pm

awww your welcome hun!

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Registered: 02-15-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 4:08pm

Thank you Lesli, I really feel a lot better in knowing that I'm understood.

{{{{{{{{Lesli}}}}}}}}}.

 


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Sebastian


 


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Registered: 02-15-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 4:13pm

Thanks Lafaye, I really feel that my heart has softened for my maiden. I do take every opportunity to say, "I love you" to her. When she says it back to me it's like I can get up and walk without a walker. Even if she doesn't say it, then I know that she does.

{{{{{{{{{{Lafaye}}}}}}}}}}}.

 


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Registered: 12-16-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 4:28pm

Halo,


That sounds like a plan.

mom to 4 kids and in love with the most awesome and beautiful woman in the world!

 

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Fri, 01-28-2005 - 5:07pm

That sounds great Carol,

Never been to Hershy's or any bar down there. I'll put it on my calendar. Va Beach is what, two hours from here? Have you ever been to Richmond? I hang out at Babe's every wed for Karaoke. I like to sing there! lol

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halo

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halo