In the still of the night

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Registered: 11-29-2004
In the still of the night
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Thu, 01-27-2005 - 1:57am

Last night the bar was packed, new faces, friends to greet me, and a memory that sustained me throughout the night. Alone I stood watching the women dance as if riding on the wind. I anxiously wait for time to slip away, my minds eye looking for her, thinking of her, wanting her. When I sang her song, my voice sang out and the people gazed with wonder, as I look far beyond a distance, envisioning her standing there smiling at me. Tonight I am hers. My thoughts of her were bouncing off the moon, who knew, that silence awaited my return. I rush home, to search for a word from her, no message; the boards are silent, and I sit here in the still of the night, while all of you are stead fast snuggled in your beds. Shes on my mind...

Good night my dream girl....
xoxo
halo

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halo

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 8:22pm

It's over. My dream girl returned today from her trip, and we spoke some more. This time it's really gone past any hope. I do have God to thank for us remaining friends. I will always think of her as my dream girl. Tears falling, reminds me of this poem I wrote back in high school. "Today I wept, a tear fell into a puddle and I watched it ripple away". Remember I was a child when I wrote that one. Simple as it is, I still remember it. My heart is bleeding again. :(

halo

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halo

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 8:24pm
Well I think,you both express well, what you are feeling with words.. There are quite a *many(Ha... instead of few) people on this board that can do this with words..
*Smiles~

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 8:27pm
Ahhhhh ..Yes Carol.. So true your words..... My words use to be..
"I'm working on my next, broken heart".. From a

 C  >^. A .

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 8:34pm
(((((((((((((halo)))))))))))) So sorry Hon..

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 C  >^. A .

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 8:59pm

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Lesli}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}.

That's all that I can give you, I wish I could give you more. Just know that I do care about you, and you will heal.

 


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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 9:11pm

((((((((((((((((((((Halo)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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Fri, 01-28-2005 - 9:43pm

(((((((((((((((((((((((LESLI))))))))))))))))))))

"Life is not measured by the number breaths we take but by the Moments that take our breath away."

It's a small thing right now those words in the face of what you're going through. But, the dream that made your breath catch, is the dream you'll remember one day, it will make you smile, instead of cry as it does now.

I am so very sorry my friend. There is no comfort like a lover's comfort, but you know, we're all here for you.

Warmest Hugs,

L.

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Sat, 01-29-2005 - 1:15am

My sadness is totally my fault. I shouldn't have called her, and allowed it to go the direction it went the other night. I shouldn't have. She was single when we started dating, as was I. What I didn't know was that she was in love with someone else. That someone opened the door for her the night I came home expecting to hear from her. So, this morning I found out why things were the way they were. My week has been a big roller coaster ride, emotional high's and lows. I had to go over my ex GF house yesterday to pick up tax papers, and her dad wants me to come around and see him. I can't do it yet. Being in my old house still makes me sick to my stomach.

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halo

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Sat, 01-29-2005 - 10:12am

Halo,


I know there is nothing I can say to ease the ache in your heart.

mom to 4 kids and in love with the most awesome and beautiful woman in the world!

 

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Sat, 01-29-2005 - 11:49am

Lesli, it's understandable that she was in love with someone else, and you didn't know. For some reason it always happens that way.

{{{{{{{{{{{{Lesli}}}}}}}}}}}}}}.

 


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