Back in the still of the night

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Back in the still of the night
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Thu, 02-10-2005 - 1:36am

Again,

Tonight, I was alone....and the whole world seemed to stand still around me...You have captured me with your heart......a girl came to me, professing her admiration, and I passed her off, and introduced my friend to her. I am so full of fear tonight, fear of losing you. I stand here again, all eye's upon me.....and all I can think about is you.....again.

The night is still; where am I going to go to release this love inside of me? When I sing, it is love,,,,,and all are cheering, the crowd is saying yes to me, and I take a bow like you said I should do....what good is that, when you are far from me...?

I stand in front of the speakers drowning the sound of you in my mind, clearing the cob webs and watching others slow dance with time.....All I can do is think of you, standing here on shore and watching you drown............

The wind whispers in the trees, and the moon shines bright between the clouds tonight,, in your arms I long to be......rain beating on the window pain and my heart beat lost with the rythym of the wind and trees hanging on the breeze, oh how I wish you can feel the love I have for you tonight. I am so sorry for all that you had endured tonight..... Please forgive me,,,,,,love of my life....please forgive me................for loving you...tonight.............

Sorry everyone........
wed are hard on me.......

halo

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halo

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Registered: 02-15-2004
Thu, 02-10-2005 - 11:33pm

Where is the shocked icon????

Sandr

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Fri, 02-11-2005 - 12:09am

To all:

I was a bit tipsy when I came home, and in my post there is a line "standing on shore and watching you drown"....that my friends is from a song that I was listening to on the way home. I didn't realize til now that I said that....sorry mandi shaw

It is a beautiful line and described exactly how I felt about Laurie last night...

halo

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halo

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Fri, 02-11-2005 - 12:58am

laurie ring my cell phone once, going down stairs im waiting

xoxo
halo

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halo

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Fri, 02-11-2005 - 1:35am
I'M sorry, not a good idea now.
Talking with Sheila.
Just wanted to check the boards.
Hugs, Laurie Check out my new blog. co-cl of Lesbian Life Message Board Email- didoangst@comcast.net http://didoangst.blogspot.com/ http://www.4-lesbianlife.com/
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Fri, 02-11-2005 - 10:11pm

Hi there Halo,

My goodness lady; I never made the connection with your dream Picses girl. Hindsight is 20/20 for sure. Honey I wish you the best, I can only imagine how painful all this must be for all involved. Know that you can talk to me anytime you feel the need to. In email or the boards. Such beautiful posts...

My word...I am truly shocked, but my support is there for you. I am quite fond of you and Laurie. And I wish you the best.

Hugs,

L.

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Registered: 02-04-2005
Fri, 02-11-2005 - 10:25pm
Lafaye, where have you been?
Missed you.
Thank you for your kind words. Halo has been wondering where you were and so have I.
I hope everything is ok with you Lafaye.
Halo is out at the bar with a friend tonight.
I am home with Sheila.
This is so hard for all of us.
Take care, good to hear from you.
Hugs, Laurie Check out my new blog. co-cl of Lesbian Life Message Board Email- didoangst@comcast.net http://didoangst.blogspot.com/ http://www.4-lesbianlife.com/
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Sat, 02-12-2005 - 4:42am

Nice to hear from you Lafaye,

Not much to say here about what's happening. Seems some people here seem to think that Laurie and I are so wrong, when she is trying to do the right thing. I can't express how I feel right now. I have a lot to say and this isn't the time........thank you tho for being a loving and caring person.

All I really care about right now is Laurie

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halo

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halo

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Registered: 01-30-2005
Sat, 02-12-2005 - 9:00am

Yeah, OMG is all I can say for now.

Carol,  In love with the most beautiful woman in the world.

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Registered: 08-08-2003
Sat, 02-12-2005 - 10:59pm

Hi Laurie,

Missed you too hon. Been sick with flu/strep. Still trying to recover from it. Been a bad bad week.

I haven't really posted a whole lot about you and Halo; for one I just don't have the energy right now, and two, I honestly don't know what to say. So I just keep you, Sheila and Halo in my prayers. This is a huge shock, as I said before. Just wasn't expecting anything like that. My feelings about the whole thing is divided. I sympathize for Sheila, but I also know what you've been through and I sympathize with you.

I can only imagine what Halo feels like being in the middle of all this.

My heart goes out to all of you for real.

Hugs to all of you once again,

L.

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Registered: 02-04-2005
Sun, 02-13-2005 - 2:57am
Hi lafaye,
Sorry that you have been so sick.
Yes, seems like we have shocked many here.
We never have met in person though so we do not know that this is not one of those cyber things that happen.
Sheila and I are working on our relationship. Halo is hurting. We all are.
Again I hope this finds you feeling better.
Hugs, Laurie Check out my new blog. co-cl of Lesbian Life Message Board Email- didoangst@comcast.net http://didoangst.blogspot.com/ http://www.4-lesbianlife.com/

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