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A humble Hello,
| Thu, 02-17-2005 - 9:58am |
Good Morning Ladies, I know its been awhile inbetween post!!! Some changes to the board has happened since my last post, a few new peaple I have not had the pleasure of meeting......please forgive my absence. I have been going through some life changing, mind setting, hurtful, painful, ............well lets say at the ripe old age of 45, I have been finding my true self, and well, the 'old me' is not worth her weight in salt!!!! No ome can make heads or tails out of this post, and that is okay, I just want some where to post, how very much I have hurt Lori. the women of my life, and how I am so greatful. honered, so in awwwww of the wonderfull women from Maine, it boggles the mind. For past reasons, I cant even begin to explain........I tented to lie, about anything and everything ( NOT MY LOVE FOR LORI, FOR THAT IS THE ONLY PURE THING IN MY LIFE) My past has cost me sooooo much. But this is not a poor me post. This is a ' I am sorry baby, I am sooooooo sorry, for all the hurt, for all the wondering. My life started the day I met you, I was just to stupid to relize that you could love me the way I am. and now almost 3 years later, mot only do you still love me, but you stand behind me while I pick up the peices of my own self climb down-hill.I thank you baby, and althoug we are not on our way to Maine today, but instead waiting for a 'moon-showing' cable guy, I want the whole board to know, I messed up, and thanks for handing me the trash can, so I can clean up, forever, your Sandy

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(((((( Sandy & Lori )))))))
The love between you two is true and from the heart. We all make mistakes and act like idiots sometimes, but the key to moving on is too except one's 'faults' and mistakes and own up to them. You have done this in spades, and for that I give you many cuddos !!!
Welcome back to our little family and hope to hear from you soon :)
Huggles,
Robin
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I have messed up to.
We all do.
I have emailed back and fourth with Lori some and I know she loves you no matter what. That is real love. If we only loved perfect people there would be no love in this world.
If Lori wanted to leave she could.
Just be happy that you found the love that some people spend a lifetime looking for.
Lori has all good to say about you Sandy. To me you sound like a good person. So, you make mistakes, so do we all. You are worthy of love. We all are. Never doubt that.
It is good to have someone there to love you unconditionally. I am realizing that too.
It is something special to hold on to.
Take care and thank you for feeling comfortable enough to post.
Hugs, to you and Lori,
Laurie
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Wow, I didn't know my Sandy was upstairs posting this....esp. since she hasn't been to the board in a while. So when I checked the board myself a bit later, I was surprised and touched to say the least!
Sandy, that was a very nice post - you and Lori are both lucky to have eachother.
(((((((((Lori & Sandy)))))))))))))
Sandra
Sandr
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We're thinking of you, and so very pleased that you continue working on this relationship. It's obvious you each mean the world to eachother, which makes all the effort worthwhile.
*hugs always * ~ Nony & Lou
Dear Nony and Lou,
And we'll continue to be, hon...even though I haven't had the chance to post as regularly for a wee while, I try to get at least get on to read - and you have my email chick. Use it - anytime x
Sending you a big hug x
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