Dreading the 4th

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Registered: 01-28-2005
Dreading the 4th
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Thu, 03-03-2005 - 9:07pm

I'm not posting this for a response like...Happy Birthday. Really I'm not. But, I dread my birthday so bad. My birthday always feels lonely. Does anyone else feel that way on their birthday? Or, am I just weird?

Of course, then you have like family to call and ask..."How was your birthday?" or "What did you do?" Or, you have coworkers ask the same thing. And, I find it hard to come up with something that sounds at least decent.

I'm thinking about seeing a movie. Probably on Saturday though. The new Will Smith movie. See, that goes to show you how much time I've put into knowing about his movie- I don't even know the name. I'll be going by myself. I'm wondering if I should just wait until after I'm over the hill to attend movies by myself...(like the next day)

I could always go out to eat by myself... That's okay...I've done that before...

I should stop dreading the 4th. I'll probably do the same old thing...go to the Y, workout, and sit in the sauna. Except on the 4th, I can sweat thinking about what it is like to be 34 and celibate.

Hey, at least I'm not blowing chunks anymore. As a matter of a fact, my appetite is back, and I wouldn't mind having a slice of chocolate pie. M'mmmm

Good night!

signed,

AARP member of the month

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:07pm

Thank you Courtney!

Hugs,

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:08pm

Thank you Sandra! :)

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:08pm

Hugs Halo! Thanks!

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:10pm

Thanks Caly! I have tunnel vision sometimes...I forgot that so many others share my same birthday. hehe I need to stand on the mountain a while don't I!

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:11pm

Thanks TING! I let my sweet indulge today and then I took a run and had some sauna time.

:) buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:13pm

Thanks Sadie. I'm one lucky grrl! I've been kissed and slapped in one day by two beautiful women! ;)

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:15pm

OMG! That's me and then some!!!

"Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led"

Happy Birthday to your little man!

Thanks Mandi!

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 7:16pm

Thanks Robin! You've got me a new name huh.."Bug-a-Boo." I like when people give me names (good names..hehe). :)

buggie

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In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 11:02pm

Well, if you hang around the Planet long enough, and if you listen to the things people say, and if you think deep thoughts from time to time, you pick things up.

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Registered: 09-01-2004
In reply to: bug1971
Fri, 03-04-2005 - 11:56pm

Happy Birthday Bug!


There is nothing wrong with being 34 and celebate; hell, I was celebate when I was 34 and I was married!!!!LOL!!!


You're birthday is the most special day of the year, because you came into the world on that day... try to remember just how perfect and wonderful you are and that there are very divine reasons why you are present on this earth.

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