Depressing or not

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Registered: 09-29-2003
Depressing or not
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Sun, 03-13-2005 - 11:23pm
I am sorry so many feel this place has become depressing and down but I still have to come share with those that still will care..
My son is now going to take a walk at 12 :13 am in the morning , by himself,because he is so depressed and thinks he's going insane because of these terrible feelings Panic attacks..I fear him doing that..
I feel so angry and helpless!.. Angry cause his Dad is not working fast enough.. taking his time at getting him the help he needs.. Angry cause I can't do much from where I am.. Helpless because he's in another state and it's night and all I can do it talk to him on im and pray he gets though the night.. Knowing tomorrow he is going to have a terrible day trying to go to school and having panic attacks..If he gets any sleep that is..

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 10:25pm
Thanks Kim.. Yes I am trying very hard to help my Son..It is hard as I said because of ex's control over all.. For now he has that any way.. But in time that will end.. He can't have that once my son's grow to be young men..But I know it can follow you, reside within you for a long time after..
I want for them both to havea peaceful happy life as adults and it seems that will take some definate help from myself and them as well as some type of therapy..
Oh to beable to go back in time huh?.. What we would do different..
Thanks Hon for your kind caring words.. I hope all is going smoothly with Amanda..
((((Hugs)))))

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 10:40pm
Hi Lori Hon.. Good to hear from you.. I did get that mail from you and I did write Sandy but I know life can busy us up and it can keep us from e-mailing or im-ing or talking with each other.. But I am here for her and you also should you want to write..
Ahhhh Attorneys.. We ~S~ and I have called a few and left messages on their machines.. But no calls back yet* Sigh..
Yes he had been diagnosed it seems at the age of 9 and he had been on Paxil

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 10:56pm
Ohhh (((((Mandi))))) Your Heart is way big girl!.. Thanks Hon and ya know I've been wanting to ask you about those omega 3's?.... I did get some and darn they are like huge!.... Now didn't you tell me your Son takes it?..
Do they come in smaller milagrams or smaller size tablets?.. These are huge Haaa and

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 10:59pm
Thanks ((((((((Cuz)))))))))) So nice to have you around More these days..
Yes... do send healing and protective angels Please!..
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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:03pm
Thanks ((((Robin))))) That Mineral Water is definately refreshing and much needed as well as your words of support Hon..
I still love your winged girl in red!..
((((Hugs Hon)))))

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Registered: 10-06-2001
Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:10pm

Hugs for you and your son.


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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:14pm
Hi (((Brownie Hon))))and Thanks for your words and ideas.. Yes I think he can get his mind off it all briefly with being on his computer but I don't think it last long then either..
I keep telling him to try to trick his mind and think of other things too or to try to read or listen to relaxation type music.. But his concentration level with all he's going through is short lived,except where

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:20pm
Hi Halo.. Thanks for your words of support and I can see from your many posts that you are in close walk with your faith and yes your prayers are accepted gladly for my son .. Thanks..I have been doing that also (Praying)
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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:39pm
Hi ((((Laurie Hon)))))Thanks for your support.. Yes I will do all I can to be available to my Son

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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 11:45pm
Thanks Sandra .. I am trying to keep a positive additude for him and I guess coming here to vent is good as it lets me have a place besides my sweet ~S~ to allow myself to show my fears..
I found today as I was driving.. I was sick to my stomache after a bit of an upset due to ex and I let out some tears and the sick feeling in my stomache seemed to ease with the tears so I guess it's affecting my indides more than I realize..
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