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| Tue, 05-10-2005 - 6:12pm |
hi ladies....
hope this finds everyone here well....
I have no real explaination for my disappearance besides some on going computer issues....I have came here and was reading a post here and there but well have not written,and well It has been my own issues that bum me to the point of not even wanting to do anything except play playstation for hours and hours when I am not working.
I am supposed to be moving up at work but have to learn 30 plus definitions that may as well be written in German...I haven't done it...
The higher pay should motavate me but it has not.
My loser dad won't keep a job so I support my mom and well should not even consider moving out cause I have to be here....
He comes and goes from this state to the next as he pleases.....
Not that I should be moaning....pop up and moan...hopefully I am gonna get out of my slump....who knows....not even sure what brought it about...
My current gf and I will be together 3 months this month...I love her to death ,she is great but not sure about things...not sure If she is the right person for me at all....I pretty much feel she isn't but she has not done anything wrong and I hate to hurt someone when I am unsure...I might would call it quits then later regret it.....hope everyone is well...i miss everyone just having some issues ,nothing against the board or you fine ladies......

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don't think we have formally met but I don't "string people along"...I am trying to make a decision on how I feel,before dropping some bomb that should or should not be dropped.People who know me here know I am not out to hurt anyone.To bad for me that I still think of the perfect woman I wanted to be with for the rest of my life and lost...I am not seeking her again,simply a connection like her and I had or a similiar connection,a best friend,someone I can tell anything and always want by my side....and well playstation finger is not the worst thing in life,lol......have a good one,jo
Edited 5/13/2005 7:15 pm ET ET by cooledbyair
well I all to well understand....
missing having someone to go to dinner with(even a friend)....
missing someone to just wash the car with and do little everyday things with....
we both live in NC yet I think everywhere it is hard to find people we truly connect with,and well even when my friends and I have plans I am very accustomed to them standing me up.......hope all is well with you and I think ms.right is out there for you...Jo
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