What was I thinking?
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| Sat, 07-16-2005 - 1:01am |
SO,
I get this phone call from chickadee who has not seen me in three plus weeks. She's been calling to see how I am etc....nothing more. So I get this call around five and she asks what I'm doing? I said I'm on the phone with a friend. Then she asks me if I have any plans for the night and I said no I don't. She says I'm going to go to dinner w a friend of mine and after I'm meeting friends I haven't seen for two years. I'm waiting on the other end wondering so why are you telling me this? Then she said I'm thinking of going to the bar afterwards would you like to meet me there? I said sure fine, and she said I will call you.
I wait all evening and get no call. At eleven thirty I decided maybe I miss-understood her and left for the bar. Of course inside thinking no, she said she would call. Again I'm stood up. What was I thinking? No chickadee at the bar and it's now the time I post this. This isn't a good thing going on and why is it hurting like it is? I'm not going to lie and say yes I have plans that's just not me. If she calls me tomorrow I'm going to ask her not to call me anymore. Even though I know she wants to remain friends, even friends have more respect than that, am I right?
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Hi Andie
Yep, I'm planning on it... been talking with some of the members of our GLBT diversity group at work and we're talking about volunteering!!
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