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| Mon, 07-18-2005 - 12:12am |
For some reason, I'm just feeling really lonely tonight. I'm not exactly sure why - I had a good day at work, and I just finished reading a really exciting, scary book. I know that I could call up one of my friends, but I don't really feel like it. Most of my friends are guys, and I just don't really feel like talking to a guy right now. I'm kind of wishing I were in a relationship right now, even though I know that you can't push things like that, and that you have to wait for the right person. In some ways, I think that I want someone who looks like a guy, but isn't because she is a girl, not actually a guy. Does that make sense? Maybe it doesn't, I don't know. I've had lots of relationships with guys before, and just never felt like I could really trust most of them. I know that I want a relationship with another girl. I don't want another guy - just someone who looks like one or something.
Does anyone feel the same way or has anyone felt the same way? Or am I completely and totally alone?

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Hang in there pinkstar!
Sounds to me like your attracted to butch women. Either way, don't be in a hurry to rush into love. I know how lonely it can be, as I'm still there! I'm in no hurry to go with just anyone. I'm being very picky about who I date. Lately I have been posting about a possible suitor for me and red flags are popping up everywhere. Test the water and wait until it feels good to go in! lol
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I am feeling better today, thanks! I'm glad that you think it's normal to want a girl who looks like a guy but who is actually a girl. I was talking to one of my guy friends about it the other night, and he was like, "Then why don't you just have a guy?" Some people just don't understand at all!
I hope that you are having a wonderful day!
Hey Pinkstar!!
I hope today finds you feeling much better.
It does sound like you are attracted to butch women. Yes I understand. I usually like the more femme types myself but I do like my butches too, I sure do. I feel like I fall somewhere in between.
You will find you special someone one day.
I hope soon.
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