Lonely thoughts

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Registered: 11-15-2004
Lonely thoughts
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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 12:12am

For some reason, I'm just feeling really lonely tonight. I'm not exactly sure why - I had a good day at work, and I just finished reading a really exciting, scary book. I know that I could call up one of my friends, but I don't really feel like it. Most of my friends are guys, and I just don't really feel like talking to a guy right now. I'm kind of wishing I were in a relationship right now, even though I know that you can't push things like that, and that you have to wait for the right person. In some ways, I think that I want someone who looks like a guy, but isn't because she is a girl, not actually a guy. Does that make sense? Maybe it doesn't, I don't know. I've had lots of relationships with guys before, and just never felt like I could really trust most of them. I know that I want a relationship with another girl. I don't want another guy - just someone who looks like one or something.

Does anyone feel the same way or has anyone felt the same way? Or am I completely and totally alone?

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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 12:15am

Hello Pinkstar, this is Gigi.

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Registered: 11-29-2004
Mon, 07-18-2005 - 8:19am

Hang in there pinkstar!

Sounds to me like your attracted to butch women. Either way, don't be in a hurry to rush into love. I know how lonely it can be, as I'm still there! I'm in no hurry to go with just anyone. I'm being very picky about who I date. Lately I have been posting about a possible suitor for me and red flags are popping up everywhere. Test the water and wait until it feels good to go in! lol

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halo

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halo

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Registered: 01-23-2005
Mon, 07-18-2005 - 9:12am
Hey pinkstar. Gawd I know how you feel. I hope you're better today though. Like halo said, hang in there. It's better to not rush into things. I also understand what you mean about wanting a woman who looks like a guy but is a girl.

 

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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 11:58am
Thanks! I'm sorry that you are in a lonely place, too. I know that I need to just be patient and wait. Trying to hurry things along won't help anything, and it would most likely just make things worse for me in the long run! Thanks for your kind words and support! I hope that you are having a wonderful day.
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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 12:02pm

I am feeling better today, thanks! I'm glad that you think it's normal to want a girl who looks like a guy but who is actually a girl. I was talking to one of my guy friends about it the other night, and he was like, "Then why don't you just have a guy?" Some people just don't understand at all!

I hope that you are having a wonderful day!

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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 12:35pm

Hey Pinkstar!!

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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 8:24pm
Thanks for your kind words! You are right that it will be worth the wait when I find my special girl.
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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 8:30pm
Pinkie,
I hope today finds you feeling much better.
It does sound like you are attracted to butch women. Yes I understand. I usually like the more femme types myself but I do like my butches too, I sure do. I feel like I fall somewhere in between.
You will find you special someone one day.
I hope soon.
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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 8:42pm
Thanks for replying to me! I am feeling quite a bit better today, thank you!
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Mon, 07-18-2005 - 9:22pm
Ok that is good to hear. Thanks for the update.
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