Really confused & depressed
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| Wed, 08-24-2005 - 12:36pm |
I'm sorry that I haven't been around much lately. I guess that I've sort of been isolating myself. I've been depressed about a few different things. I'm excited about going back to college on Sunday, but at the same time, I get really anxious and apprehensive about any sort of change. I'm also really going to miss the horses out at the barn and my dogs at home when I am away at school. I know that I will be happy when I'm back at school because I'll be with my friends again and I'll be busy with school work.
The other reason that I've been depressed lately is that I am really confused about my sexuality. I feel really alone and afraid. I wish that I knew whether I was either gay or straight, but I'm beginning to suspect that I might be somewhere in between. I feel like this horrible, indecisive person.

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((((((((((Pink))))))))))) you are not a horrible indecisive person!!
Thank you so much for your kind words. I feel so much better now. You always know the right thing to say to help me feel better, and I really appreciate it! You are a kind, loving, wonderful person.
I just read your post about your green eyed lady, and I'm so sorry that her jealous girlfriend is getting in the way of your coffee dates and time together. I hope that your special lady will be able to get things sorted out so that you can enjoy each other's company again. Just remember that you are wonderful and special, too, and that we love you!
*HUGS* I hope that you are having a wonderful day.
(((((( Pink ))))))
Robin
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For some it takes many years to figure out who they are. Some never do. It is ok to be confused, it is ok to hibernate will you discover yourself. It is also okay to put other things first and formost, as in school and adjusting back. Time will tell for you. First of all, take care of you and be happy.
(((hugs)))
Lea
~Amy
Awwwwwwwwww!
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