Really confused & depressed
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| Wed, 08-24-2005 - 12:36pm |
I'm sorry that I haven't been around much lately. I guess that I've sort of been isolating myself. I've been depressed about a few different things. I'm excited about going back to college on Sunday, but at the same time, I get really anxious and apprehensive about any sort of change. I'm also really going to miss the horses out at the barn and my dogs at home when I am away at school. I know that I will be happy when I'm back at school because I'll be with my friends again and I'll be busy with school work.
The other reason that I've been depressed lately is that I am really confused about my sexuality. I feel really alone and afraid. I wish that I knew whether I was either gay or straight, but I'm beginning to suspect that I might be somewhere in between. I feel like this horrible, indecisive person.

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There are so many people who feel they are somewhere in between. I see nothing wrong with that. Just love people for who they are not what gender they are.
Just take it as it comes. And enjoy who you are with at the time, man or woman. Nothing wrong with being Bi-sexual.
Just be true to yourself.
I can understand how you can feel bummed about leaving home. It sounds very nice where you live. Just keep thinking about your friends and the fact that you are another step closer to your education.
I wish you the very best!
Laurie
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