First Weekend

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Registered: 09-30-2005
First Weekend
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Mon, 10-03-2005 - 12:05pm

To get it out of the way, thank you for all the feedback on my post "Lesbian Teen". I checked out a few of those sites, but I think I'll continue to post here.

I spent my first weekend with my girlfriend. We had a wonderful time. Went to the river, made bracelets, had ice cream, and walked around town. The best part is, we had our furst kiss and she told me she loves me. We spent the night cuddled up in eachothers arms. It was so romantic.

We talked about the future and what we want to do. And even though my guardians plan for me to college, I'm not going to go. We're going to work hard and save our money to buy a farm and animals and live off of that, and sell the extra eggs and milk and vegetables we'll have. We have it all planned out. :D It's exactly the kind of life I hope to have. So many people get to involved with material things that aren't important. Thats another reason we get along so great, we have a lot of the same views and like to deep think and debate things. We have lots of very philosophical conversations. :)

I really don't feel so guilty about hiding my sexuality from my guardians or anyone else for that matter because I know she loves me and I love her, so what does it matter what anyone else knows or thinks?

I'm glad that I finally quit denying it to myself, because if I had continued to do so, I would've never met such a wonderful girl.

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Registered: 10-04-2004
In reply to: blueenvy
Mon, 10-03-2005 - 8:10pm

I'll resist the parental instincts in me to chat about edumacation... (see what it did fer me?) We can revisit that another time... but dreams are priceless, and they in fact do much to get us through this life.


I'm glad you both had a great time!

We fell asleep and began to dream when something broke the night
Memories stirred inside of us - the struggle and the fight
And we could feel the heat of a thousand voices
Telling us which way to go
And we cried out "Is there no escape from the words that plague me so?"

And we were drawn to the rhythm
Drawn into the rhythm of the sea
Yes, we were drawn to the rhythm
Drawn into the rhythm of the sea


Drawn to the Rhythm ~ Sarah McLachlan

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Registered: 11-29-2004
In reply to: blueenvy
Tue, 10-04-2005 - 6:35am

I'm glad that everything is working out for you and that you have a solid handle on being a Lesbian now.

hugs

halo

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In reply to: blueenvy
Tue, 10-04-2005 - 9:36am

Hi chicklet and welcome ;^)

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In reply to: blueenvy
Tue, 10-04-2005 - 12:01pm

Thanks. -lol- I've heard the parental spiel many times. -lol- As I'm sure all of you heard it many times. I'm going to finish high school at the very least and most likely do two years at a community college.

My girlfriend and I have been doing wonderful. She came over yesterday and we went out and filled out job applications, went shopping, had a "romantic" dinner at McDonalds and went home to make bracelets out of pony beads. We're now in the process of learning how to crochet together. :)

I leveled with Nic, my most recent ex, that I was a lesbian and he couldn't change me. He accepted it fairly well but I still know it hurt him.

My other ex. Marshall, I dated for eleven months. He is still trying to get me back and I told him I was gay but he didn't believe me and told me I was just trying to **** with his head. . . . So I blocked his phone number.

Anyways, thanks for listening!

XOXOXOX
Sammi

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In reply to: blueenvy
Tue, 10-04-2005 - 9:56pm

Well Sammi.

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In reply to: blueenvy
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 11:55am
Yep, love can happen at Mc D's. :) At least I believe so. I said it was cheesy that we were ebing so romantic at a fast food joint, and she said "anywhere is romantic, as long as I'm with you." It was soooo sweet!
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In reply to: blueenvy
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 9:48pm

Awwwwwwwwwwww!

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In reply to: blueenvy
Thu, 10-06-2005 - 3:26pm
I too will resist the instinct to talk about education as that is your business.
The dream sounds like the same dream Sheila and I have had for so long. So far we just cannot seem to save enough to do it.
You are at a great age in life where you have your whole lives ahead of you.
Sheila and I wish to have a farm with miniature animals like horses, goats etc. and big gardens with corn and tomatoes and peppers etc. For now it is just a pipe dream for us.
Keep the dreams alive!
Hugs,
Laurie
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