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| Thu, 10-20-2005 - 12:41am |
Hi girls, here I am again. I have been lurking around the board a while, as often as I can. I try and keep up, but I don't do that well. I miss you all, and I am happy to see some good news around here - especially Nony and Lou's news!
I noticed a post from Pam to me, telling me to come home, I cried. I should have listened. If I would have been here more I would have probably had enough love, support, friendship, and advice to have kept me out of the mess I am in.
My life is a disaster - I am at the end of my rope - clinging on for dear life, and part of me is tired and defeated, and wants to let go. I can't go into specifics now, there are too many problems to even begin to explain. But I feel like going to bed and never waking up.
Well, that's all I have to say - nothing inspirational or even interesting. Just an update on your old friend who misses you.
Many hugs, Sandra

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((((((((((Sandra))))))))) Please know that we're all here for you. I hope that whatever is going on will ease up soon and you will find some peace in your life.
Big hugs,
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I guess I'll have to just ride this one out....
Love, smooches, hugs, Sandra
Sandr
Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
Sandr
Just being here for me helped so much. We are all such a pitiful bunch these days aren't we? But, we aren't ALONE. Maybe someday we can all look back and laugh. Not today.
Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
We should just come here more often, that's what we need. Thanks for caring, I'll email you soon.
Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
I think I found someone to talk to, and I am going to be more regular about posting here. I need to talk, it always helps. But, sometimes putting your troubles out for the world to see is difficult. There are alot more people reading here than it appears there are.
Thanks for the advice, Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
Thanks for your support, and offer to listen. I wish I could air my dirty laundry here, if it was just a certain dozen of you reading, but I know that's not the case. I can't really use the board as my safe place anymore. sigh
Good things are in my life too though - I reconnected with an old friend, and I think she will be a great listener. I'll email you soon....
Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
Thanks for sparing me, I know I have it coming. *wink*
I was a fool to ever leave this community, it really is where I feel best.
And of course, as you knew from day one, I just love you and can't believe I didn't utilize my best resource all these months!
Huge hugs to Nurse Pam, Sandra
Sandr
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