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| Thu, 10-20-2005 - 12:41am |
Hi girls, here I am again. I have been lurking around the board a while, as often as I can. I try and keep up, but I don't do that well. I miss you all, and I am happy to see some good news around here - especially Nony and Lou's news!
I noticed a post from Pam to me, telling me to come home, I cried. I should have listened. If I would have been here more I would have probably had enough love, support, friendship, and advice to have kept me out of the mess I am in.
My life is a disaster - I am at the end of my rope - clinging on for dear life, and part of me is tired and defeated, and wants to let go. I can't go into specifics now, there are too many problems to even begin to explain. But I feel like going to bed and never waking up.
Well, that's all I have to say - nothing inspirational or even interesting. Just an update on your old friend who misses you.
Many hugs, Sandra

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I know exactly how you are feeling. I am SICK of being strong. That's most of my problem.
You know, I work at a hospital and I talk to many doctors everyday, I wish I could get one of them to admit me for a week just to have someone else take care of me for a while!
((((Hugs)))) Sandra
Sandr
Thanks so much, I am sure I will be fine. I am tired,emotionally tired, and I am also tired of feeling bad. Do you know how that feels? Every freaking day I have to be strong, I just want to fall apart for a little while. I'll survive, as usual.
Hugs, Sandra
Sandr
So much stays unknown 'til the time has come,
Did you ever imagine you could feel so strong,
And what you fear just turn into relief,
Yes see your doubt become your own belief
Pass In Time
worlds undone
Sandra,
I know this is a bit late, but I have missed your very refreshing honesty and kindness.
Please stay around, I really miss ya!
Hugs!
Hugs,
Sebastian
http://www.facebook.com/sebastianbruce
((((((((((Gigi))))))))))))))
Sandra
Sandr
Well, since I don't know the situation (and it really isn't my business), you can email me sometime. Of course, if that's ok with you.
But keep coming around, I really do like seeing you here.
Hugs!
Hugs,
Sebastian
http://www.facebook.com/sebastianbruce
I do know how you feel, Sandra. The good thing is that you CAN be strong and it sounds like you're not afraid to be. It took me a really long time to get to that point and make the changes I made recently. But, yes, it is incredibly exhausting. You need a break from it sometimes. I hope you will get to the point where your strength will lift you up
Sandra
Sandr
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