Seems like I remember you, also cat. I don't usually post to sites where most people are not sick with hep C, but it is refreshing to not feel like b*tching about how sick I feel. I do believe I will return here if just to chill out and meet some nice people. I just paid to get some extras here and now I get to write in purple if I want to. Isn't life grand? See you soon.
Awwwww (((((TK))))) Yes Purple is nice and life can be grand.. So happy you feel good about chillin here with us..although I think with some of us here ya could read your computer
Unfortunately there is something wrong with my feeling very hot lately. I have never been so sick and maybe that goes together. I also haven't been involved with anyone in a few years and definitely am unable to do the bar thing. I never really liked that since passing the age of 25 anyway. Then I got into dealing drugs for awhile and a lot of women thought if they slept with me they could get free drugs and that realy bothered me. I didn't like being treated like they treated men, who were mostly all of the dealers. I never liked how some women demean themselves and it wasn't attractive to me. I also wasn't the best person because drugs are so harmful and I'm sorry to have been involved with the whole thing. Being an addict leaves 2 choices, either sell yourself or sell drugs and most women choose the the first. I couldn't do that so I had to arrange to have some guys protect me, but all dealers do that. How did I get on this awful subject? I'm getting off. I think you get the basic idea and I feel embarassed by it. I quit drugs 5 year ago and wish I could forget about the past. They rell me it's dangerous to not keep the memories fresh because it helps me not repeat the actions. I hope they are right. Anyway, enjoy your feelings while you have them and too bad you don't live next door LOL.
Sounds like you have made some wonderful changes in your life TK and I am glad you like hanging out here. And the purple is definately nice *grin sort of compliments my standard green.
(((((((TK)))))))) Welcome back to the board. I haven't been around much in the past week. I'm sorry I didn't say hello sooner. Sounds like you have overcome a lot in the past 5 years. I'm glad you feel comfortable sharing your story. Hope you'll continue to post.
I haven't been around a lot lately. But I'm really glad I poped my head into the board today. I want to tell you what I think about life. I've made good choices and some really rotten one's. I now look at everything as a learning experience. One - so I can decide to do them things again. Your not the first to tink you messed up. And your not going to be the last mom in the world to second her actions. Life is all about learning.
Your children love you there's not question about that. Your their mother 24-hours a day. Sometimes it's hard for a child to get use to things - sometimes they never get use to them. But doesn't make them love you any less. Not having them a round every single day doesn't make you any less of a loving, caring mother than me. You still love and care about them!!
In time they will come around more and more. And with age their father's watching their every move with lessen more and more. They will be able to make their own choices. And weather it's tomorrow or five years from now they will come to you for that talk - you know the one when they will ask you question over the sun. Be truthful. Be open. And stress you love them.
I'm keeping you in my prayers. Remember keep your head up!! And keep on trucking!!!
Hi ting, I'm glad you remember me. I hope you are doing okay. I feel fairly comfortable with sharing about myself out of practicality. I'm not sure how much time I have on this world and I don't let things stand between me and others. I have learned how important friendships are to me and so I seek out people. Being alone in this would make it all much scarier. So I got over being shy and depending so much on negativity from others. I know it's their own thing and is not a reflection on me. I feel bad for them, but can't do much except offer to listen, which I do. It is really nice hearing from you and we can keep in touch if you like.
(((((((TK)))))))) I think thats wonderful you made the steps to stop using the drugs and I know it takes each day.. a renewed positive look at yourself to keep it going....and I know the going can be rough and lots of not feeling well at times..
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Seems like I remember you, also cat. I don't usually post to sites where most people are not sick with hep C, but it is refreshing to not feel like b*tching about how sick I feel. I do believe I will return here if just to chill out and meet some nice people. I just paid to get some extras here and now I get to write in purple if I want to. Isn't life grand? See you soon.
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Unfortunately there is something wrong with my feeling very hot lately. I have never been so sick and maybe that goes together. I also haven't been involved with anyone in a few years and definitely am unable to do the bar thing. I never really liked that since passing the age of 25 anyway. Then I got into dealing drugs for awhile and a lot of women thought if they slept with me they could get free drugs and that realy bothered me. I didn't like being treated like they treated men, who were mostly all of the dealers. I never liked how some women demean themselves and it wasn't attractive to me. I also wasn't the best person because drugs are so harmful and I'm sorry to have been involved with the whole thing. Being an addict leaves 2 choices, either sell yourself or sell drugs and most women choose the the first. I couldn't do that so I had to arrange to have some guys protect me, but all dealers do that. How did I get on this awful subject? I'm getting off. I think you get the basic idea and I feel embarassed by it. I quit drugs 5 year ago and wish I could forget about the past. They rell me it's dangerous to not keep the memories fresh because it helps me not repeat the actions. I hope they are right. Anyway, enjoy your feelings while you have them and too bad you don't live next door LOL.
Sounds like you have made some wonderful changes in your life TK and I am glad you like hanging out here. And the purple is definately nice *grin sort of compliments my standard green.
(((((((TK)))))))) Welcome back to the board. I haven't been around much in the past week. I'm sorry I didn't say hello sooner. Sounds like you have overcome a lot in the past 5 years. I'm glad you feel comfortable sharing your story. Hope you'll continue to post.
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I haven't been around a lot lately. But I'm really glad I poped my head into the board today. I want to tell you what I think about life. I've made good choices and some really rotten one's. I now look at everything as a learning experience. One - so I can decide to do them things again. Your not the first to tink you messed up. And your not going to be the last mom in the world to second her actions. Life is all about learning.
Your children love you there's not question about that. Your their mother 24-hours a day. Sometimes it's hard for a child to get use to things - sometimes they never get use to them. But doesn't make them love you any less. Not having them a round every single day doesn't make you any less of a loving, caring mother than me. You still love and care about them!!
In time they will come around more and more. And with age their father's watching their every move with lessen more and more. They will be able to make their own choices. And weather it's tomorrow or five years from now they will come to you for that talk - you know the one when they will ask you question over the sun. Be truthful. Be open. And stress you love them.
I'm keeping you in my prayers. Remember keep your head up!! And keep on trucking!!!
Angel
Welcome back, Angel! It's so great to see you! I hope things are going well!
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