Break Up

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Registered: 01-17-2006
Break Up
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Fri, 02-23-2007 - 10:50pm

My girlfriend of six months decided to call it quits on me today. I didn't see it coming at all. I was so in love with her, and I thought she was so in love with me. We have only had one problem, and the issue revolved around the "l" word. One morning I was really depressed when she woke up to head off to work (at 5AM), i told her that i felt like crap and that i was probably going to be up for the day. So she calls me around 6AM and tells me that she hates to see me like that because she really loves me. i couldn't reciprocate that, and i felt like crap for saying that i couldn't. she thought that was it. she thought i was going to leave her because i wasn't as much into her as she was me. so anyways, that was a few months ago. a couple of weeks ago i felt the most love that i have ever felt, and i told her. she barely responded, but i thought things were okay when we held each other for the rest of the night.

we had an excellent v-day and a great past couple of weeks. in fact, we had probably the most amazing sex (sorry if too much info) monday night. we held each other throughout the night happier than ever, or so i thought. today she decided to tell me that the minute i told her that i loved her her love for me turned off. she doesn't think she can be "that girl" for me. i tried my hardest to keep her, but she just said that it was unfair to me, and that i deserve more than that. so i left her house without saying a word.

that was the last we spoke.

i love her so much. i can't be away from her. it's been less than 12 hours and i already miss everything about her.

i just need help coping.




Edited 2/23/2007 10:57 pm ET by serafinac

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Registered: 06-24-2003
In reply to: serafinac
Fri, 03-02-2007 - 7:59pm
I actually smiled at reading this and am so happy for you. How romantic and sweet you are. I hope things will work out for you. I really do. You deserve good things!
Hugs,
Laurie
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