our update

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our update
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Sun, 04-08-2007 - 12:06am

Hiya Ladies,
It's been awhile huh? Well I thought I would drop everyone an update about my baby,sadie and I.I guess actually it is quite a LONG story...
Two months after I moved to Houston I moved back to NC.Things were stressful in Houston because well Beth and I were staying with her family until we could get our own place.When I came back here to NC things were rocky,but since I came back here I now know in my heart as hard as it was to leave my mom that NC isn't where I belong at all.I know that well beth is my future and the only future that matters...
I love my family but Beth means a billion times more to me then anything or anyone I have known or had in my life.Our love is greater then any other thing on this planet and coming back to NC was the biggest mistake I could ever make ever (past,present or future),but luckily for me ...I get to return back to her.We have had highs and lows yet we have made it through everything together.We have conquered so many things together .
She is my reason ...plain and simple ...my reason for everything....

Tonight and tommorow Beth gets to see sweetfeets.Tonight Beth's mom took them to dinner.I am thrilled at this ...Beth deserves to see her son,her mom deserves to see her grandson.

Beth has already gotten an apartment for us.About 5 and a half months ago she moved into it.This monday will be a year and 7 months for us(YAYYYYYYY!!!!),as well as Beth's birthday(HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE PIE !!! )
We are so blessed and well we are forever.I know that nothing can stand in our way of anything we want,that goes also for financally and career/goal wise.Our love is much to strong for any thing to come between us.

I have bought a new car since returning to NC(2005 Kia Spectra 5)It was four LONG months after I came back here before Beth was able to come here for a visit.
We got a hot tub room and well need I say more ?lol.
We had a great visit then a week later my father came for one night and had a heart attack.
He ended up having 5 bypasses and I was out of work going back and forth to the hospital and such for a few weeks....Then he came home and a few weeks later went back to SC..Right after this my beloved boxer Strat started bleeding internally.We took him to the vet and well the next few days where touch and go whether he would make it or not.
He made it and well soon after this I began dealing with some personal battles I have dealt with probably since my early teens.
I have had depression issues for awhile.I was upset about being back here and not where I belong with Beth and well it was my own fault and my own stupidity,But I felt I needed to be around for my mom.
I been counseling a few weeks ago.My meds were switched from Zoloft to Effexor and I feel better then I have in years,but a week or so ago my counselor told me she thought I may have some signs of ADHD and that she wanted me to have an evauluation to see if I was bi-polar.She seems to think I may need a mood stablizer.I also am trying to get a job with the state,and have also applied with quite a few airlines.
All in all things are really pretty great .I am trying to deal with some issues to make me a better person,a happier person ...Beth and I both know with each other by our sides we can overcome anything together.
I have never been more in love and more at peace with my life than I am at this moment and things will only get better and better as I move back where I belong and we began doing things for our future as we have planned.
Beth is in school now and wishes everyone the best .She wishes she had more time to play on-line and come visit everyone,yet right now she only uses her computer at work so her time is limited .I hope everyone has a happy easter and as always this board is very special in our hearts for this is where we began our lives together...
I know our update was long overdue and when things settle down in our lives we hope we can come back here on a more regular basis ...
Signing off for now so I can get some rest.....

Jo


 

 

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Sun, 04-08-2007 - 12:36am
Hi Jo and hi to Beth.
I hope you two can get moved in together and settled soon. You didn't mention how long that might be.
I hope Strat will be okay too.
Sheila say's hi to both of you.
Good to hear from you Jo!
Hugs,
Laurie
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Registered: 06-24-2003
Sun, 04-08-2007 - 7:04am
PS: You never said how your dad is doing now. I hope he is recovering and doing better by now. I will add him to my prayers.
Hugs,
Laurie
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Registered: 04-23-2006
Sun, 04-08-2007 - 8:19am

Hi Jo!


Thanks so much for the update.

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Registered: 05-31-2006
Sun, 04-08-2007 - 8:18pm
hey ladies and thanks for your good thoughts....
well my doggie had sort of a relapse last night and passed out twice and had a seziure today....
he seems fine for now .
I will be calling the vet in the morning ...
as for when I am moving back to texas ...sadly I am unsure....
it's really a money thing right now...
Beth and I are planning to go to flordia in june with her mom and sister and was hoping I would go to texas from there for good...
we'd like it to be sooner and just have to see what happens really... I am feeling under the weather but did want to write and say thnk you very much again...have a great one

 

 

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Registered: 09-29-2003
Mon, 04-09-2007 - 1:28am
Well Scratch That post above Huh?..*Smiles.. I guess I can see why you 2 have been so busy and what you have been going through.. So sorry about your Dad ((((Jo)))) and Strat.. Hope they both can recover and be good as can be.. Sorry your both going through so much.. We do miss ya's out here and I am glad also Beth is getting to see sweetfeets...
You both try to touch base now and again Ok?..
((((((Hugs Hon)))))


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Registered: 11-16-2005
Mon, 04-09-2007 - 2:48pm

((((((Jo and Beth))))))


Thanks so much for the update, Jo! We have missed you here so much. I'm glad things are falling into place for you. So sorry to hear about your dad and Strat though.


You are both determined and strong. I'm sure everything will work out and you two will be together forever very soon!

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