I forgot about playing house and army too. How funny. I was always the dad until my mom caught me kissing my wife hello. She was not happy and explained that I should be a mommy or sister. The funny thing now is that I do not consider myself butch. I wear make-up and girl clothes etc. I like being a woman now that I can have my cake and eat it too. I did play baseball with the boys in the neighborhood. And then in the navy. Hugs, Laurie
I never gave my sexuality a thought. I had several things driving me when I was young. Playing every sport I could get my hands on, riding my unicycle and spitting Bing cherry seeds from the dug out when the ball field was empty.
In high school, a softball player stole my hat! I chased her down and we became best buddies. I still had no idea nor did I have a crush on her. But, we loved to wrestle and we played basketball all the time. Both events were rough and very fun. That was the only thing I thought about. Wrestling and making contact with her body. I thought it was just for fun.
In front of a roaring fire at my mom's house, she kissed me...............hummmmmm nice memories. Then I questioned her about it being wrong and she said no her priest said it was normal for girls to want to kiss each other. So we continued. Then she left me for two of my basketball players. All I remember was the love was intense and hurt too much. When I joined the military, I put my heart aside and thought I wasn't a lesbian. It made life easy for me.
Now I'm a full fledge lesbian. No I never got a toaster either. :-( However, if Laurie had turned around back then at the circus and seen me during our high school days, who knows where we would have been or what size toaster she would have given me! lol
There is nothing like being so intimate with someone that feels and loves the same as you. A woman who knows every little thing about you and knows what your thinking before you speak. Who touches your heart inside out. Who takes your breath away when you hear her speak and laugh. Who's beauty shines through her tear drops. Who, when even next to flowers can take the eye of a camera and command the picture with her beauty. Who through the suns rays glancing off her smile the sight of her melts your inner soul. Who at that time and place makes you feel complete. Ahhhhhhh to love a woman is a dream that is never ending.......don't you all agree?
Yeah part of me feels bad that I missed out on all this stuff for 40 years, but then I look back and realize all that I went thru helped make me a better person today and besides it gave me my son and I wouldn't trade that for anything!
Hi Caly, Well Mom was not ok with it until I was an adult. She was always trying to fix me. We look back at it now and just think wow! It must be how you are born. Hugs, Laurie
I like how you said you feel about men and women, Cat...how if you click with them it doesn't matter what gender they are (except for the sex, of course!). I believe we all fall somewhere on the continuum between homosexual and heterosexual. I find some men very attractive but would not want to have a relationship with them. Your story is interesting. I'm glad you posted all you did.
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I was always the dad until my mom caught me kissing my wife hello. She was not happy and explained that I should be a mommy or sister.
The funny thing now is that I do not consider myself butch. I wear make-up and girl clothes etc. I like being a woman now that I can have my cake and eat it too.
I did play baseball with the boys in the neighborhood. And then in the navy.
Hugs,
Laurie
My web pages
http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
Wow.. This is a good question and for me it's as always topsey turvey and teeter tottery LOL.. Well Lets see..
I had a female
C >^. A .
I never gave my sexuality a thought. I had several things driving me when I was young. Playing every sport I could get my hands on, riding my unicycle and spitting Bing cherry seeds from the dug out when the ball field was empty.
In high school, a softball player stole my hat! I chased her down and we became best buddies. I still had no idea nor did I have a crush on her. But, we loved to wrestle and we played basketball all the time. Both events were rough and very fun. That was the only thing I thought about. Wrestling and making contact with her body. I thought it was just for fun.
In front of a roaring fire at my mom's house, she kissed me...............hummmmmm nice memories. Then I questioned her about it being wrong and she said no her priest said it was normal for girls to want to kiss each other. So we continued. Then she left me for two of my basketball players. All I remember was the love was intense and hurt too much. When I joined the military, I put my heart aside and thought I wasn't a lesbian. It made life easy for me.
Now I'm a full fledge lesbian. No I never got a toaster either. :-( However, if Laurie had turned around back then at the circus and seen me during our high school days, who knows where we would have been or what size toaster she would have given me! lol
There is nothing like being so intimate with someone that feels and loves the same as you. A woman who knows every little thing about you and knows what your thinking before you speak. Who touches your heart inside out. Who takes your breath away when you hear her speak and laugh. Who's beauty shines through her tear drops. Who, when even next to flowers can take the eye of a camera and command the picture with her beauty. Who through the suns rays glancing off her smile the sight of her melts your inner soul. Who at that time and place makes you feel complete. Ahhhhhhh to love a woman is a dream that is never ending.......don't you all agree?
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halo
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halo
Combat I dont remember and we didnt have enough kids in our small neighborhood to play baseball much but I did love to play Running Bases.
Thanks Blue friend!
Yeah part of me feels bad that I missed out on all this stuff for 40 years, but then I look back and realize all that I went thru helped make me a better person today and besides it gave me my son and I wouldn't trade that for anything!
Your welcome SB
Isnt it great when you have that AhHA moment?
Oh I dont think there is a single picture of me smiling in a dress even when I was little LOL
Well Mom was not ok with it until I was an adult. She was always trying to fix me. We look back at it now and just think wow! It must be how you are born.
Hugs,
Laurie
My web pages
http://homepage.mac.com/lauriedav/PhotoAlbum1.html http://hometown.aol.com/didoangst/myhomepage/photo.html
I like how you said you feel about men and women, Cat...how if you click with them it doesn't matter what gender they are (except for the sex, of course!). I believe we all fall somewhere on the continuum between homosexual and heterosexual. I find some men very attractive but would not want to have a relationship with them. Your story is interesting. I'm glad you posted all you did.
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Your last paragraph was beautiful, Halo! To me, it captured what being in love is all about.
Hugs
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