Playing house...ahhh...how did I forget to include that one in my post??!! When I was in middle school, I was best friends with my neighbor. She and I would play house. I'm pretty sure I was the mom and she was the dad. I didn't find her attractive at all really, but I guess it was the time in my life when I was starting to have crushes. So, when we played house and "mom and dad" would go to bed, well, ahem, we did some mommy and daddy things. Now that I think about it, it was a lot for that age, but we never went all the way. I wouldn't have had a clue what to do. lol And I felt really guilty afterward and was afraid she'd tell her parents, but she never did.
I've been trying to avoid this thread... I feel so embarrassed when I think of how dense I was.
When did I first wonder? In spite of 'playing' with several best friends... and if I got explicit I'd be TOS'd... it took till my mid 20's for the light to click all the way on. I do remember realizing when I moved to smalltown MT, that I couldn't be messing with the girls anymore, that word would get out and I'd prolly get shot.
Experiences that first started to make me wonder; I developed a crush on a lady doctor who I'd only see when she came into my work. I tried really hard to engage her in conversation and found myself dreaming up scenarios where she wanted to hang out with me too.
Ummm, next telling experience was when I realized that my thoughts during sex with my husband had NOTHING to do with men. Then came the realization that I didn't mind when he
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Playing house...ahhh...how did I forget to include that one in my post??!! When I was in middle school, I was best friends with my neighbor. She and I would play house. I'm pretty sure I was the mom and she was the dad. I didn't find her attractive at all really, but I guess it was the time in my life when I was starting to have crushes. So, when we played house and "mom and dad" would go to bed, well, ahem, we did some mommy and daddy things. Now that I think about it, it was a lot for that age, but we never went all the way. I wouldn't have had a clue what to do. lol And I felt really guilty afterward and was afraid she'd tell her parents, but she never did.
This is you. *SMILE*
A picture of him just brought a smile to my face. *l*
I've been trying to avoid this thread... I feel so embarrassed when I think of how dense I was.
When did I first wonder? In spite of 'playing' with several best friends... and if I got explicit I'd be TOS'd... it took till my mid 20's for the light to click all the way on. I do remember realizing when I moved to smalltown MT, that I couldn't be messing with the girls anymore, that word would get out and I'd prolly get shot.
Experiences that first started to make me wonder; I developed a crush on a lady doctor who I'd only see when she came into my work. I tried really hard to engage her in conversation and found myself dreaming up scenarios where she wanted to hang out with me too.
Ummm, next telling experience was when I realized that my thoughts during sex with my husband had NOTHING to do with men. Then came the realization that I didn't mind when he
I hope not.
Just washed the floor. *grin*
Glad to hear you had a good time on your off day. *Smile*
Hehe I love how people sometime think they can "fix it" . I
Aww thanks for sharing Nony!
I know I was sort of in the dark about what my feelings for girls meant for
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