Thurs, Thoughts......Lesbian in Training

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Thurs, Thoughts......Lesbian in Training
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Thu, 05-17-2007 - 7:16am

Ok All,

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 9:05am

Playing house...ahhh...how did I forget to include that one in my post??!! When I was in middle school, I was best friends with my neighbor. She and I would play house. I'm pretty sure I was the mom and she was the dad. I didn't find her attractive at all really, but I guess it was the time in my life when I was starting to have crushes. So, when we played house and "mom and dad" would go to bed, well, ahem, we did some mommy and daddy things. Now that I think about it, it was a lot for that age, but we never went all the way. I wouldn't have had a clue what to do. lol And I felt really guilty afterward and was afraid she'd tell her parents, but she never did.


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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 2:08pm
You did great!
This is you. *SMILE*
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 2:13pm
Henry is an adorable baby.
A picture of him just brought a smile to my face. *l*
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 2:13pm

I've been trying to avoid this thread... I feel so embarrassed when I think of how dense I was.


When did I first wonder? In spite of 'playing' with several best friends... and if I got explicit I'd be TOS'd... it took till my mid 20's for the light to click all the way on. I do remember realizing when I moved to smalltown MT, that I couldn't be messing with the girls anymore, that word would get out and I'd prolly get shot.


Experiences that first started to make me wonder; I developed a crush on a lady doctor who I'd only see when she came into my work. I tried really hard to engage her in conversation and found myself dreaming up scenarios where she wanted to hang out with me too.


Ummm, next telling experience was when I realized that my thoughts during sex with my husband had NOTHING to do with men. Then came the realization that I didn't mind when he

 

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 2:14pm

I hope not.
Just washed the floor. *grin*

Glad to hear you had a good time on your off day. *Smile*

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 5:59pm

Hehe I love how people sometime think they can "fix it" . I

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 6:01pm
And of course I agree totally with TiNG!

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 6:03pm
Halo I most heartily agree!

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 6:05pm
Hmmmm must be where you learned to be such a great kisser!

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 6:13pm

Aww thanks for sharing Nony!


I know I was sort of in the dark about what my feelings for girls meant for

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