Thurs, Thoughts......Lesbian in Training

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Thurs, Thoughts......Lesbian in Training
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Thu, 05-17-2007 - 7:16am

Ok All,

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:03pm

Wow, Cat, that was an amazing tale and some of it I can relate to. I gotta think on this one.

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Blue

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:07pm
I liked your story cat.
I have some friends who just love who they love and do not consider themselves any of the labels.
I would have to say I am a true lesbian. I just could not be happy with a man in a relationship.
I have tried and I was misserable.
I never could get to the sex part with men. It turned me off to much and made me want to run.
I would love to hear the stuff you left out sometime.
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Laurie
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:09pm
I still can't believe we worked in the same place and never met each other until this LL Board!
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Laurie
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:10pm

Yep, you are right there. My children are my alpha and omega. They are all that I live and breathe for. I miss my daughter so much in Boulder, but we talk almost every day. However, they are on their own now, so don't tell them that I think about them all the time, well when I'm not thinking of how to find a girlfriend. lol I am visiting her at the end of July and I have already looked up gay friendly or lesbian bars in Boulder and Denver. How to do this without interference will be interesting. I'm figuring that they can't be with me EVERY second.
Should I tell them when the opportunity arises or wait and tell dh first? Everybody says that he is first, but I think they could handle it, especially dd as she is so far away. I really think my mom comes first. She actually birthed me.

Time lost, and hurtful times ahead. I hope I come out the other end like you, intact and thriving.

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Blue

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:11pm
Right on, Caly!
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:13pm

Laurie,
Born this way, no doubt about it. Choosing to live a certain way-environment. You can deny all you want, it's still inside somewhere. No offense to anybody who has a differing opinion. Makes for good debate.

Blue

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:15pm
Lol ting-a-ling... you did mommy and daddy things? Care to share?...
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:19pm
Thank you Caly. Yeah I can still see that floral wall paper today and the white furniture, yuck!
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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:22pm

I agree with the continuum thing, Ting. xbfM always says that her mother in law says that nobody is ever more than 60-40, but I would venture to say that everybody is on the continuum between 0 and 100, most falling somewhere in between.
I can certainly appreciate a good male body, one who has cared for himself impeccably and is pretty cut (sort of some gay male style like my two friends), just as much as I can appreciate a good female body, however that turns me on.

When my boyf kissed me for the first time, really kissed me, I came home and told my roommate. She was all gushing about how it felt, what did it do to me, etc. and inside I was like, is that all there is, but on the outside I was agreeing. Now with the student teacher, THAT's what made my insides turn to mush. How long have I been doing this husband thing? God, you'd think I would have made changes before this.

Blue

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Fri, 05-18-2007 - 11:24pm
I honestly feel I was born this way. I just chose to accept who I am.
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Laurie
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