Uh Oh

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Registered: 03-25-2007
Uh Oh
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Sat, 05-26-2007 - 8:47pm

When I left to run some errands this afternoon, I inadvertantly left the LL window open on my computer. I am pretty sure my son and possibly his girlfriend saw it. The reason I think this is that I was gone for a long enough time that my computer should have either gone to black or hibernated. I could get right on when I came home. They were both upstairs near my office and had taken some blank disks that were sitting next to the computer that I didn't leave there.Neither one has said a word and seemed to treat me rather normally. Time will only tell.... I may be out sooner than I think!!!

I knew while I was driving around that I had forgotten, but there was nothing I could do. I got that awful feeling in the pit of my stomach and my chest. I wonder if he will tell dh. They're pretty tight. I can't unring the bell, however.

Blue

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Registered: 04-29-2007
In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 9:03pm
Geez Blue!
What are you going to do? Are you ok? When I wrote back about the whole key issue I didn't think it would be this soon! Remember though, everything happens for a reason. (At least I think so.)
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In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 9:08pm
OOOOPPPSSS!! I know exactly that feeling you got. I once left a sexual content book out and went to school. Nothing I could do about it. I got home from school, the book was gone and not a word was said, ever!
Maybe they won't say anything about it.
I hope it does not cause you trouble.
Hugs,
Laurie
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In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 9:10pm

I don't know what I am going to do. I must be some kind of idiot. I'm okay right now. I'm not quite ready if it is to be, but is anybody really ready? It's like having kids, who's ever really ready?
Okay, just going along here without a map sinking in fear. Can't ask for directions, 'cause nobody has the way out! Just need to sit tight and see what he will do and if he really knows. Maybe he is too confused or weirded out to react. Maybe he is fine.

Thanks for the thoughts.

Hugs

Blue

BLUE DIA
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In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 9:14pm

He already asked me last month if I was a lesbian. Remember. I am hoping that he won't say anything to dh. I could do a pre-emptive strike, but if my boy is a gentleman, he won't say anything to him and ask me privately first. Who knows? I am in a slight panic about this, but am trying to remain calm. I have been thinking about it since dinner.
Deep breath in, cleansing breath out.

Thanks, laurie. You're always there with a good thought and comments. If it does cause me trouble, I'll be heading to Indiana or Tennessee! :)

Blue

BLUE DIA
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Registered: 04-29-2007
In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 9:53pm
you're not an idiot.....maybe absent minded? hehe only kidding! Everything has a way of working out. Stay calm. Like you said in the past, he already asked you. You weren't totally honest with him then. If he wants to know, I think he will come to you in his own time. I would relax for now.
At least those you have told have been supportive. If I tell anyone at work, I will have to find a new job! :(
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In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 10:29pm

Might I make a suggestion here? DON'T TELL ANYBODY AT WORK! lol

I am calm and am going to bed now. I can't control what other people do.

Thanks, mich.
Hugs

Blue

BLUE DIA
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Registered: 06-24-2003
In reply to: bluediamondldy
Sat, 05-26-2007 - 10:44pm
You're always welcome in Indiana Blue, lol. Hoosier hospitality!
Hugs!
Laurie

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Registered: 04-23-2006
In reply to: bluediamondldy
Mon, 05-28-2007 - 2:37pm

You know Blue, I strongly feel that everything happens for a reason *grin and that perhaps somewhere in your subconsious

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In reply to: bluediamondldy
Mon, 05-28-2007 - 7:31pm

Hey, ((Caly)), welcome back to you and ((Ting)).

I know you believe in the idea that everything happens for a reason and I am open enough to allow for that thought, but I do not believe that. Okay, MAYBE there is a remote possibility my subconscious did let me leave it up, but I think my concious just screwed up. lol

I also didn't think that you believed in a "divine plan." I am amazed. lol I am going to go along like nothing happened and see what happens. I just hope it's not tearing him up inside if he(they) both looked. There will be some processing time.

Hugs,

Sue

BLUE DIA
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Registered: 04-23-2006
In reply to: bluediamondldy
Mon, 05-28-2007 - 7:45pm

Well thats what happens when you rush LOL

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