I emailed her!!!!!

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Registered: 06-05-2007
I emailed her!!!!!
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Sun, 07-01-2007 - 3:42pm

I cold not help myself any longer. I was so worried that she was worried about me. And I wanted her to be at peace. I just wanted her to feel okay and to be at peace. I did not expect a reply. In fact I told her none was required. NC nor friendship was sought. Just wanted to let her know in case she was worried. I just wanted to tell her I was not hurt and okay. …I felt so good doing it.

I made the email safe---made it look like advertisement on top with my special message at the bottom so her sense of safety was okay. I just could not let go of the idea of her hurting you know?

SOOOOO… she replied back! She replied back she was so glad to hear from me. And she had worried. She had thought about me…and I did not know it or imagine it.

Then we talked …for a long time and made amends. We got so much said and so much sorted out. She said everything I needed but did not know I needed to hear. I told her I care beyond romantic…it a higher form of love really. We are going to be friends and I am so happy over that.

All my initial trust was right…she was going to call me…even if I had not emailed her, she was going to reach out.

We are going to be friends…! God I missed my friend!!! But I have her back. My heart feel good again. I cried and cried out of happiness and relief. I am such a girl!

Hugs
Roxy

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Registered: 11-22-2006
Mon, 07-02-2007 - 6:12pm

So glad you were able to re-connect & that it seems as though you're going to be able to salvage the friendship!


I would echo TiNG & suggest that you proceed with caution.

Spring SiggyBlinkie
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Registered: 06-05-2007
Mon, 07-02-2007 - 6:34pm

Strom...yes I see it as caring. I really do. Thank you sweetone! My heart just feels so much lighter..Is that a lezzy trait? To really want to remain close to a GF? Maybe it is...(me smiling)

Proceed with caution..got it!
Hugs

Roxy

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