Date got cancelled.....

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Date got cancelled.....
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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 7:23pm

Well some things have come up on my end and my date night with exgf got cancelled. Oh well, I just will have to wait until next weekend to see her or something. Things with her kinda have slowed down. I might talk to her every other day now. Where before it was everyday. I think alot has to do with we work opposite shifts. I work first and she works second. So when I am leaving work she is going in to work. By the time she gets off at night I am already in the bed asleep.

As far as my job goes I hate it, a monkey could do my job... lol. Oh well, at least it is some cash for now until I find something I like. I had an interview the other day and it went well. She told me they would call me back for a second interview by Wednesday and if they didn't I could call and see what was gonig on with the position. So I am crossing my fingers and hoping...

Well I hope everyone is having a good Sat Night...lol. I am stuck at home.. uck!

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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 8:08pm

Hey. Browneyes! I'm stuck at home, too. Of course, I was out all week so I need some down time. Laundry getting done, watching the first season of The L Word. My Blockbuster doesn't have the third season and everytime I go in there, one of my former students is there. I don't know what is going to happen when I start getting other shows and movies. lol I gotta find one farther away. I do wish I was out, but I'm not going into town alone tonight to possibly be hit on by guys.

You and xgf sound like ships passing in the night. And that sucks along with you "monkey could do it" job. How's it going on the home front? Ds doing okay? I can't remember, but I think you are not, out to your parents?? Do you think your stbxh will out you to them, or have you handled that? Good luck with the interview process. I don't know what I am going to do when I have to do that again. I have been out of that loop for a long time.

I'm here just chillin', doin' laundry, watchin' tv, checkin' email, ebay and amazon. I am such a loser! lol

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Blue

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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 8:24pm

I'm sorry your date got cancelled! Add me to the list of all dressed up and nowhere to go on a Saturday night club! Ok, so I'm not dressed up.........but I'm still at home on a Saturday night! :lol:

I hope the interview brings good things your way!

Shannon

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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 10:05pm
Add me to the loser's club on a Saturday night. G/F is sleeping from a hard work week. I am watching old Andy Griffith shows and playing on line.
Sorry you got cancelled out tonight. I hope things pick up next weekend.
How are things on the home front?
Hugs,
Laurie
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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 10:23pm

I guess this is really an LL Board! lol Lesbian Losers Club. Okay, you know I am just joking.... The whole alliteration thing just hit me.

I am watching the Live Earth concert right now. Bon Jovi is on. I had heard that Melissa Etheridge was playing, but I may have missed her. I need to turn in soon. Now it's Roger Waters from Pink Floyd. I tried to get tickts to this, but I just happen to be working for a living and couldn't get to a phone. The bottom line is that I am home on a Saturday night.......

Blue

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Sat, 07-07-2007 - 11:21pm

The big highlight of my night has been watering the garden......sad! I live just a few miles from a minor league baseball park and they have fireworks every Saturday night. I'm just waiting for it to get dark and then I'm heading out with a beer to watch from the lawn!

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Sun, 07-08-2007 - 12:30am
Add me Too!~ *Smiles~ At home......Partner ~S~ workin.. Me?.... Paying bills and watching

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Sun, 07-08-2007 - 12:35am
L.L.

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Sun, 07-08-2007 - 9:46am

Of course I am kidding, Cat. We were all just sort of crying in our beers having to be in on a Saturday night. lol I like the lesbian lover thing better, but, um, there's nobody here to love. Always hope!!

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Blue

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Sun, 07-08-2007 - 7:40pm
I thought i was gonna be out last night, but I ended up staying home. We have a club nearby that has a great deal of gay clientele (sp?) and (even though they don't market themselves as a gay club) they have gay male dancers in cages. I have seen gay women there before, but there is probably a lot more gay men, cross dressers, etc. I had all intentions of going over there and just sitting at the bar to have a few beers and look at everybody, but when the time came (they don't open til 10pm) I just didn't feel like it. Actaully, I had said something a little sideways to my husband earlier and when he let me know how much it bothered him, I felt bad. I feel bad about this whole thing because even though I know it's something i have to do, the fact remains that he has worked so hard to make a good life for us the past few years and i have made everything so complicated. I basically just went to bed and cried myself to sleep. Now...we're talkin' losers!!! Me and my mouth :(
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Sun, 07-08-2007 - 8:12pm

Well living with my parents sucks the big one. It is so hard to live with them again when you are so used to being on your own. My DS is doing fine... I know he misses his father and he has been a little bit of a pain in the butt here lately, but other than that he is doing ok.

As far as being out, I am not out to anyone, especially myself..lol. I think this is where more therapy will come in. I know I can be attracted to men and women, so does that make me bisexual? I so hate labels, because I can't explain how I feel.

I don't think my STBX will out me to anyone. He does know that in the past I have been in a relationship with a woman. I told him that I was engaged before to a woman.

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