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Update on my K
| Mon, 07-16-2007 - 3:24pm |
So my friend (My K)...i call her my friend now. She may be looking at a separation. Her H gave her a talk last night and said something has got to give. She cried, i cried. I am so worried for her.
We wont have contact for a while again...i am okay with that. I want her safe. I just realized how deeply i love her...i dont want her to hurt..about anything. I suggested couple's counseling. I am so, so worried for her.
Nothing to do but pray and pray.
(worried) sigh
Roxy

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If it's ok that I give you a hug then here {{{{{roxy}}}}}. I hope that makes you feel a bit better.
Sebastian
Hugs,
Sebastian
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Awww Sebastian. Thank you for the hug. It does. I guess i am confused (a little) and sad. She cut all contact off with me again. I understand....but i woke up this morning...feeling a little angry. Anger covers up hurt. With me anger lasts ...maybe five minutes.
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Roxy
Oh, ((((Roxy))), so sorry. I am here for you if you need it.
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Blue
Who cares about that!! WHO HOOOO I am so happy for you!! So where is she from? And did you connect...emotionally?
More details...pretty please with sugar on top!
Roxy
C >^. A .
If she still cares about you romantically try to understand where she is coming from and give her the time she needs. If she comes back to you it might be baggage free and it might last longer.
I hope she comes back to you.
Hugs,
Laurie
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(((Laurie))) Thank you. That was such a sweet post. Yes, i think she realized she is a female gay person (chuckling about Blue). I told her on our last talk that maybe she should consider herself Bi, if only to give her marriage a real shot. I guess part of me wants it easier for her. Life would simply be easier...you know?
But hey, i would not change my orientation for anything. I am happy how I was created.
I do feel a little flat though..the push and pull and now..I dont know...i guess there is no more push...because we made things so that there was nothing to push against.
She needs me to be/act platonic so she has emotional integrity... i get that. Only thing is after a while of acting as if...? Will i start feeling like her friend?
This go around, I did not HURT over her need to pull away. I was not surprised. I was not shocked. I was a little sad and then it wore off. I feel strangely ...accepting of it. And that part is confusing me. If i dont HURT over her?.....what does that mean? Maybe I am just becoming protective of myself? Or that i am detaching to the point of really JUST being friends?
Oh It gets confusing....THANKS for letting me vent
Roxy
Well, honey, this female gay person is really pulling for you. When the dust settles, as I told R about us, maybe there will be a space for you. I'm crossin' my fingers and makin' a huge wish.
((((Roxy))))
Blue
Thanks Blue...but i am not holding my breath...oh...i cannot afford to get hurt like that again. I think part of me shutdown a little. I just feel flat. And it just is not like me...to not feel.
Roxy
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