Well, Whaddaya Know

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Well, Whaddaya Know
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Tue, 07-17-2007 - 7:29pm

So, here's the scoop.

I go out to a family establishment last Friday night. It happens to be Drag Queen night, so I am thinking that there will be mostly guys there. I am right. I decide to stay for the beginning of the show, because I have never seen a drag show and then leave. I paid the five dollar cover, after all.

I am minding my own business when this woman(with two friends in tow) shouts, "It's your lucky night!! R is going to buy you a shot!" Okay, I am fine with that. We get to talking and there is S and D who are partners and R. Apparently, according to what R told me afterward, they were scouting up some local talent for R. They find out I am from Philly and it is a little disapointing for them. Anyhow, R asks me to dance, well actually, holds me and we start dancing. There is a little conflict about who will lead, cause, ladies, ya know I almost always lead, but I let her take over.

After a bit her friends leave and R and I watch the drag show and dance in between. I must say that I am not ashamed to tell you that I went home with her and she rocked my world. God, I GET IT!!!! Y'all know what I am talkin' about...**weg*** I did not go home that night and my mom gave me a raft of crap, but I covered.

So, I'm thinkin' I would like to see her again and how soon should you call, blah, blah, and she calls me on Sunday while I am changing a tire on the interstate(cause lesbians change their own tires when they are pissed and tired of waiting for AAA). My heart starts racing, as you can imagine. So, I went to visit on Monday night, and all afternoon today.

Yeah, yeah, I hear y'all. The U-Haul is ordered and will be packed by Sunday night. lol
It is kind of bittersweet, 'cause I gotta go home tomorrow. I think this would be a really good thing for us, but long distance sucks. She was a ball player(shortstop), works out, is very independent, has her own house, and just generally has it together. Did I mention that she was cute and hot. I KNOW, I got it bad!!!

Somebody bring me some water.......

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Blue

BLUE DIA
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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 2:10pm

Passion, we are not in a race!! lol
We are each doing our own thing at our own pace. Yeah, I think you should ask your instructor out for drinks. See what happens.

I am going to just ride the wave right now, because next month I will be sucked into the vortex when I tell dh.

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Blue

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 2:13pm

Hey, rogue, 714 miles is a lot of distance.

Safe, yeah, a little too late for that. I am not worried.

Come up for air?????? You are supposed to do that? lol

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Blue

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 2:51pm

Well check your bulk mail and junk mail...remember, i was there and you did not see it for a while. I bet she has emailed you already! That sounds great!

Yes, the details were perfect...just right...lol

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Roxy

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 3:31pm
LOL, thanks Blue, those were good details!
Please do keep us posted. It sounds like you are having a great time. I enjoy hearing about it. It is exciting to hear about you coming out and experiencing you female gay person self.
Have fun!
Laurie
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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 3:39pm
OMG! So, you plan to tell dh next month Blue? Wow! Good luck!
I hope it goes ok.
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Laurie
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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 3:41pm

No-not a race. Actually, we are both moving along, just taking different steps. You're the one who told me to slow down just recently so you could catch up!

The instructor-V-she's married with kids too. I really don't need that kind of entanglement right now. Hopefully we will be doing more plank moves in class and I can have sloppy form so she can "correct" me. I'll take what I can get at this point.

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Passion

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 3:58pm

Yes, I set a timetable with my therapist this morning. I was a little hesitant, but she said it was probably time. I just needed that little bit of assurance to move me. I am very scared. I would do it sooner, but dh is in Fla. right now and I want to do this face to face. He has no support system down there, so I don't think it would be fair to fly down, tell him, and leave. I have a busy two weeks coming up myself. I do want to tell him before we go back to school so he has time to process before we begin anew.

I try not to think about it too much now. I want to experience all kinds of good things before the boom swings and we get knocked off.

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Blue

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 4:19pm
LOL, sloppy form, so she can correct you... lol.
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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 4:26pm

I didn't realize how much I had craved the touch of a woman until this woman finds every excuse to "correct" my form. I can't pretend to have sloppy form too often though, as she may forget she's teaching and only focus on my form! lol

Thanks for providing a laugh. I REALLY needed that. Gave me a visual too.

Passion

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Thu, 07-19-2007 - 4:34pm
I guess your therapist is right. It is probably time. Wow! And you've already come so far in your female gay person life that you know you don't want to turn back, right?
You seem to be getting along very well. I hope the best for you Blue.
And for dh. It is really fair to him to tell him now. We will be here for you and you have friends in real life to help you through it, and he will be home with a support system.
I'll be sending prayers and positive thoughts your way Blue.
Hugs,
Laurie
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