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| Thu, 07-19-2007 - 7:49pm |
SO I just thought I would share my recent girl drama with my fellow ladies. So I have been seeing this girl for about 2.5 months, we were together every second we could, she moved to an Island so I moved to the Island, we would watch the stars, we would share clothes, and try the weirdest food that we could find together, we could sit and do nothing and not be bored. She loved me and I loved her. There didnt seem that anything could seperate us; until she started to flirt with other people (she is bi) when we went out to dinner she would ask the waiter for his number, and she would say that she was just friendly, she knew it bothered me, and she stopped for a long while... until one day she came into my work to see me, and there was a group of sailors buying fudge, I was helping them as she waited and exchanged playful faces at eachother, then she went up to one of the men and started flirting with him, I was like sweet here it comes again... and sure enough there it goes.. the numbers were exchanged, and something different happened this time... 1.she walks out with the guy 2. doesnt even say hi or goodbye 3. I called her when I got out and she didnt call me for days... she wonders why I broke up with her; am I crazy? Jealous? do I have the right to be?>

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"You know, if everybody here would just do things my way, we would all get along a whole lot better! lol" Well of course...I aim to please! LOL!
I did email you...? Did you get it from the other day? Thought maybe I overwhelmed you and you just did not respond?
Thanks for the sweet comments
Hugs
Roxy
Lauire, I understand. Words can be so powerful. I dont like certaing words either. But lately, i have decided to fall in like with Lesbian, Lezzy (affectionate word to me now, i used it like "Oh I am such a Lezzy") I started reclaiming queer, and homosexual too. I also love "female gay person"!!!
I guess i am just happy i finaly figured out....that I AM NOT BROKEN!! I was just made to love women!! Oh you dont know how HAPPY that makes me. For a long time I thought child sexual abuse had me damaged beyond...repair.
But NOOOO...*smile* i am just a lezzy!
happiness....
Roxy
I like queer and female gay person and I have been getting used to lesbian over the years. I too thought it was my childhood sexual abuse that caused me to be a fgp but, I learned long ago that I am just a lezzy at heart.
I am one who believes we are born this way. I do not feel broken either.
Hugs,
Laurie
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You did not overwhelm me, but it was a lot to think about. I'll get back soon. Thanks for all you said, it helped tremendously.
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Blue
"I'll get back soon. "...no worries about that. You have a lot going on. A dynamic summer.
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Roxy
Hey all!
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